Asplenium ruta-muraria

3-443.17.02EssenceThis personality feels like a child in the group, village, in everyday life. One needs help and support to be a full member of this group and to have a secure place. One needs evaluation and feedback from outside to be able to fit into the system. One wants to be normal, but doesn't know how. One has to do it right and be able to make himself understood to be an accepted member of the system. He does not know what is good yet, he cannot rely on his own experience and needs help from outside to decide what is good and what is not.
Later, one believes that every decision is about survival, and adaptation to the group is needed in order to survive. One does not decide reflectively but out of survival instinct. Therefore one believes that one has no choice and must do or allow things, even if they are not good for one, to prevent feelings of guilt and shame. One feels unable to cope with confrontation and competition and flees into one's own inner world. One splits off the problem or trauma, escaping into the ideal world of childhood. One wants to lead a normal everyday life in the small, manageable community or village and to have one's duty, work and routine. This gives a secure place in this community, which one does not have to defend or reflect upon.MindImbalance between individual uniqueness and the social desire for conformity.
Parental thinking that expressing disappointment or lack of acknowledgment toward a child is normal.
Autism: flees into own world, split off the problems or traumas; mentally and emotionally split off.
Dissociation: split of inside and outside.
Feeling invisible, unnoticed, not special, nothing.
Feeling incapable, not knowing what one can do: big plans or visions.
Feeling neglected, disregard, overlooked, unseen, undervalued, not recognised, laughed at.
Feeling insecure, unsafe, irresolute, neither appreciated, nor criticised.
Feeling constricted, threatened, cramped, confined, locked in the world of competition and confrontation.
Feeling unsafe, > at home, > with parents, > belonging to the community.
Feeling guilt, shame, embarrassment, failure.
Feeling nothing, indifferent, empty, without emotions and thoughts; absent-minded.
Feeling alone, lonely, abandoned, isolation; working in solitude, contacts are difficult.
Desire: to be normal, like everyone else, part of the group.
Desire: safety, stability, a place in the group, attention, daily bread, food, survival.
Desire: to stay in the background, in a simple, pleasant, everyday, normal, routine life in a small village, in their own little world, where they feel safe, but also lonely.
Desire: fairy tales, myths, cartoons.
Delusion: having no choice.
Delusion: every decision is about survival, life and death.
Nostalgic, remembers the old good times.
Remaining quiet, adapting, humble, shy, reserved.
Navigating normalcy and societal expectations.
Aversion to change, specialness; confrontations, conflicts, competition.
Contacts and communication difficult, few friends.
Lack of self-esteem, self-worth, self-appreciation.
Lack of feedback, orientation, support.
Self-devaluation, self-doubt.
Unable to judge; easily manipulated.
Unable to act, speak, cannot express oneself, taciturn.
Need for external feedback for identity formation, especially in childhood.
Confusion from chaos, lack of feedback, orientation, and support.
Learning difficulties, needing feedback, like a naive child.
The will is weak, which makes it easier to adapt at almost any price.
Beginner's problems, starting difficulties.
Modest, frugal.
Coquetry.
Fulfilling duty.DreamsStruggles with self-worth and seeking validation.
Navigating normalcy and societal expectations.
Symbolic imagery of forests, childhood and isolation.BodyGeneral: swelling; fistula; rickets, ruptures in children.
Action: astringent, desobstructing, emmenagogue, expectorant, ophthalmic.
Head: headache, pressing, temples, forehead; hair thinning, discolouring, falling.
Eye: pain, burning.
Mouth: tingling lips.
Lungs: coughs; shortness of breath.
Chest: heart pain.
Abdomen: pain; jaundice; spleen problems.
Rectum: diarrhoea, explosive, watery, with flatulence; constipation.
Urinary: kidney stones.
Male: ejaculation praecox.
Limbs: tingling, sole of feet, tips of the toes.
Skin: small, bleeding wounds; moist ulcers; scurf; dry and running sores.