Goniophlebium subauriculatum

3-444.16.16EssenceThis personality maintains his gentleman attitude in all circumstances, even when his image, power and possessions have gone. It is like people of aristocratic background having become poor. They have massive houses, lot of antiques, books with their ancestry and the like. But their castles and everything fall apart because they lack money for maintenance. They have the delusion of living in the old days, speaking very properly. They are not integrating in the community. They live in the fantasy of being respected by the farmers and lay people, which is not the case.
He is like a young man, with a combination of inferiority feelings and arrogance; he shows as if he is in control, has strength; he is very lean and tall, and very intelligent; but he has never worked and is addicted to alcohol and marihuana.
This personality is like a middle-aged man, very cheerful and charming, especially after alcohol, telling many interesting stories; he is very beautiful and a real womaniser, a big storyteller, making people laugh; he is a gifted stonecutter; after many years of alcohol and marihuana abuse, his beauty is gone, he has a big belly and a red nose. He lost his job and is divorced, his life is a big mess but he still puts up a show.MindStranded gentry.
Landed gentry, West Britain people, living in country estates in Ireland.
Lawn very neatly mowed.
Airy quality.
Interest in genealogy.
Terrified.
Very eccentric, beautiful.
Caricatures of themselves.
Velvet house coats, of Harris tweed treated with urine, offensive.
Boarding schools.
Conservator in their own museum.
Looks very orderly and controlled.
Problems with speech and learning.
Lazy.
Behaving as if one has everything under control.
Talented, intelligent, artistic.
Trying to hide things, the weird things: addictions, handicaps of children,
It is weird, things are weird, and it shines through.
Trying to hide that a child is handicapped or addicted, out of shame.
But hiding is impossible, everyone knows it, but no one talks about it.
Ideology of being normal, looking nice.
Keeping up appearances.
The scales are falling from your eyes.