Polystichum luctuosum

3-444.12.16EssencePretending on the outside to be straight, otherwise you get caught; you have to have a very proper image; at home you do things not allowed, like on Carnival, with a mask.
A banker who is liberal during the day, but has sadomasochistic experiences in the evening and night.MindSeeing the good in others or not, sympathy for others, but realising that not everyone has good intentions.
Sister.
Plastic.
Uncontrolled, messy.
Rigid texture.
Ship of emigrants.
I feel sorry, want to apologise for my deeds; I was too strict, killed a lot of people, but I was forced to do so.
Hitler story, but why should I be sorry for him?
People incarcerated, very tight.
I am the perpetrator, cruel, like in war, raping woman, forcing things on people.
Dictatorship.
It is not proper with alcohol, food.
No choice, because no reflection.
Jews deported by Jews.
Brutality, reckless, detached, split off, dissociated.
Touched, crying about cries, faults.
Forgive them, for they know not what they do.
Dutiful, but pretending.
Dictator, ruthless, working for power; covers up something; strict rules on the outside, but different underneath; pretending.
Torture, how to relieve myself.
Split in personality; off from own centre.BodyHead: headache.
General: fatigue syndrome, sleepy, numb, sad.
Limbs: arthritis, finger, feet.
Skin: acne rosacea, nose.