Colysis wrightii

3-444.14.09
Novel: The Unbearable Lightness of Being.EssenceThis personality feels part of a family with a close bond, but each goes their own way, it is as loose sand. It can be like a gypsy family or stage actor's family or fair customers: everyone goes through life as in a carousel. They hold onto norms and rules, but from time to time they experience them as too strict and go their own way. They can have affairs, mistresses, but no one talks about it, no one asks about it. In the end the official marriage is the base, his spouse is the shelter. It is like a sailor with a mistress in every port.
Servant, protecting the pharaoh with a parasol; a butler who lives a cloister-like life and is never allowed to show his own feelings.
A waiter, pub owner, always cheerful, having a chat with everyone, but never showing anything of himself.
Parents who are absent because they are too busy with their business and their own problems.
Who actually are these parents?
Bastard, unaware that they are not his own parents.MindMuch living in the mind.
No changes; today is like yesterday, nothing new under the sun.
It is as it is.
No questions, no doubts.
Is what I am thinking correct?
On the one hand consumed and neglected, on the other fresh.
If one knows the roots one can understand, see the unity; in the expressions one is spanned by great differences.
Underlying discontent.
Spiritual emptiness.
Disabled, supported by others in the family.
Multiple personality.
Dissociation.
The Merry Widow.
A mother who will not see that her child is doing badly; she cares for her child but is not there emotionally for the child.
Cannot accept gifts.
Cheerful.
Fiery energy, warming.
Not knowing where to go with your energy.
Together and letting go.
Loose sand family.
Elusive.
A man who always acts cheerful, doesn't show his pain, he is the great unknown.
Who is he anyway?BodyNervous: brain haemorrhage; neuropathy.
Head: headache, half circle around my head; a warm sphere over the top half.