Tremella mesenterica

Sense proving, 8-10-2022, Dungarvan, Martin, Kate, Franziska, Marie, Maureen, Isabelle.ProvingWe burned the notes in a fire; Phoenix out of the ash.
Ancestral connection; disturbed connection with the ancestors
a door into the past.
People who are really conscious and evolved with a lot of sense of self-awareness.
But have physical or emotional problems that they cannot understand because they are hidden ancestral stains like individual Miasms.
Connection; like a mycelium; to one’s ancestors.
Connection to the male line of ancestors.
Missed grandfather; not knowing one’s ancestors.
Adopted children, not knowing their parents nor their ancestors.
The push to get the connection to your ancestors.
Shape of the mushroom resembles a vagina or an an ear and is the opening and the connection, like a mycelium, in the family tree
Go into the ear or the vulva and then into the trunk of the decaying tree into the earth where your dead ancestors are.
Do listen quietly then you hear your ancestors whispering into your ear.
Color like amber, like the yellow of an egg yolk, womb of mother
fear of the dark, panic in the dark, wakes in complete panic, cannot see without knowing where it comes from; threat of one’s own miscarriage.
Stage 15.