Lyophyllum decastes

Sense proving, 23-9-2021, Zell, Jan Scholten.Prover 1Everything is deformed, gnawed, split.
Corona.
Angina pectoris.
Apoplexy, paralysis.
Smell of semen.
A man who goes to prostitutes but hides it from his wife and feels guilty all his life; he takes his secret to the grave; he wonders if he loves his wife and if his wife loves him, but he never discusses it after initial attempts.
A priest abuses young boys and then feels guilty, but never discusses it with anyone.
Living uncomfortably in a field and world full of lies and stories, which at a certain point you can no longer tell apart; fantasy and reality get mixed up; confused because you no longer know who told you what.
Intending well, but being in cahoots with one's own sexuality and religion.DiscussionEverything is deformed, pitted, splintered, twisted......... Corona ???.
Pressure on the chest, like CHD
Apoplexy, paralysis... coagulation disorders, thrombosis.
Smell of sperm
Man who goes to prostitute, hides it from his faru, feels guilty, does it and takes it to the grave... He loves his wife... he never discusses it... it is closed and stays that way
priest who abuses children, feels guilty and never talks about it
Weighed down life, you have to squeeze yourself into a world of lies... at some point you do not know what you have already told, fantasy and reality get mixed up, what is true?... Confusion
Can't cope with sex and religiosity.
Feeling of guilt - not being able to cope with it and going to the grave with it.Taboo that is not talked about.If someone like that was in the family, after his death you find out...you find out only after his death.
Or man who has a mistress far away... Second life with a second wife.
MUSHROOMS have a lot to do with flying... not all mushrooms... Falling and falling is also a kind of "flying"... crashing.
relationship with the birds.
Lanthanides also fly.