Lycoperdon molle

Sense proving, 23-9-2021, Zell, Petra BallochProver 1Place of finding:
I see this round mushroom in the meadow. It is round like a gray stone. Perfect.
I touch it. It feels dry, like thin fine suede, a skin.
I twist this perfection like a light bulb from the earth socket.
I have chosen you. An energy body full of radiance.Preparation/viewing:Light bulb. Illumination
You are so beautiful.
I touch you.
Hand charm.I will not hurt you.I will take enough time to see you, to touch you, to smell you - in your form.
Your shell is dense and soft and strong. So beautiful and perfect that I don't want to hurt it.
And also to bite into.
Inside, I'm sure it's juicy and soft and full of intelligent substance and energy.
You and I are not willing to hurt each other.
I respect your shape.
You are an energy body to me. A light bringer.I will get another embodiment of you.there will then be an opening which will allow me to take material from you.The other mushroom: The inner one looks quite different than expected. Is it the same? It can't be. I doubt.
Whom could I ask?
No, it feels like it's not the right one.
I'm not going to get into that. It's not right.
I'll ask if there's another piece of it.
I don't want to interrupt.
But I also don't want to hurt the mushroom.
The mushroom will help me in its entirety.
I place it on my crown chakra.
It streams.
Peace, certainty, love.
It becomes stronger and touches me.
Yes, that's it. Taking in the power and love and letting it flow.
I carefully get up to look for another body of the being.
The mushroom falls twice, crashes and opens with a crack.
I take out a piece of skin and from the inside. It is more liquid and darker than suspected. No longer beautiful.
Elevated to a throne and crashed.C1But now it starts!
I smile a compulsive trained smile.
Just rest and relax.
The movie starts.
Morocco, camels in the desert on their way to the royal palace.
They are transporting a princess.
What happens to princesses these days?
Princess Latifah in Dubai. On a futile escape.
Monitored, filmed, tracked.
Total surveillance. It's all possible. Edward Snowden has shown how it works technically and happens systematically.
The price for an illusion?Put on a throne - Beauty - Dark liquid, control, surveillance - Crash.
Unassailable.
Protective screen.
Compartmentalization.
Surveillance.
Manipulation.
Princess Haya, Dubai.
Whistle blower.Clinic: Someone who is close to the top positions of power and wants to leave the system but is trapped.
Highly motivated employees in companies who realize how corrupt it is going on and how trapped they are.After admiration and adaptation, a break occurs in which the unpleasant inner side of the admired is revealed.
Investigated deeply, looked inside, saw abysses.
What to do? Flee?Admired persons/system too much.Abysses discovered.
Dangerous?
Increased, perfection - chasms seen - rupture, crash.
Spyware Pegasus.DiscussionLooked like a light bulb, like suede; you are so beautiful; perfect round mushroom, round like a grey stone; I have chosen you; I will not hurt you... I will take enough time to perceive you; beautiful and perfect, don't want to hurt.
To bite into; full of intelligent substance and energy.
I respect your form.
Get another embodiment of you; opening that allows to extract matter.inside looks different than expected - that can't be; it is not the right one, it is not right; I will ask; but I don't want to disturb and also don't want to hurt the mushroom; I leave the mushroom whole.peace, certainty, love; take in power and love and let it flow.Search for another specimen; mushroom falls down and opens with a crack; take from the inside and from the skin; it is more liquid and darker than expected; rub in.Compulsive smile; film; Morocco, camels, desert; way to the royal palace; camels transport princess.
Rise and fall.
Princesses today in Dubai; caught, monitored, tracked; controlled; it is all possible; snowdon has shown how it is technically possible to monitor everything.
Does she manage to escape or not?
Price for an illusion.
Seal off, monitor, manipulate.Clinic: people who want to leave systems; Highly motivated employees in companies who have a break after a long period of success, who have seen too many abysses because they have investigated too much.
have discovered abysses; crash.Seduction; crash; rupture.Discussion
Fungus: Illusions; creating illusions.Someone who adores someone so much that he stalks him; then comes the crash.
I have chosen you (guru...); or seek salvation outside instead of inside.
System, sect.
Adoring an idol that only stands for something, there is nothing behind it.
I need idols if I want to escape my own inner grimaces.DD Electricitas: trapped in a cult; electricity grid is also a spider; one has entered a system for narcissistic reasons; then it falls.Before everything is great; when you see the reality, everything is black.
Is recognising reality just the other side of madness - or actually realising reality.Prover DiezLycoperdon molle; Bovist, the very round white little one; very beautiful; (Petra)
Looked like a light bulb, like suede; you are so beautiful; perfect round mushroom, round like a grey stone; I have chosen you; I will not hurt you... I will take enough time to perceive you... beautiful and perfect, don't want to hurt...
To bite into; full of intelligent substance and energy.
I respect your form.
Get another embodiment of you; opening that allows to extract matter.
inside looks different than expected - that can't be; it is not the right one, it is not right; I will ask; but I don't want to disturb and also don't want to hurt the mushroom; I leave the mushroom whole.
peace, certainty, love; take in power and love and let it flow.
Search for another specimen; mushroom falls down and opens with a crack; take from the inside and from the skin; it is more liquid and darker than expected; rub in
Compulsive smile; film; Morocco, camels, desert; way to the royal palace; camels transport princess
Rise and fall
Princesses today in Dubai; caught, monitored, tracked; controlled; it is all possible; Snowdon has shown how it is technically possible to monitor everything; Does she manage to escape or not?
Price for an illusion.
Seal off, monitor, manipulate.
Clinic: people who want to leave systems; Highly motivated employees in companies who have a break after a long period of success, who have seen too many abysses because they have investigated too much.
Have discovered abysses; crash.
Seduction;crash; rupture.
Debriefing:
Fern: Illusions; creating illusions.
Someone who adores someone so much that he stalks him; then comes the crash; I have chosen you (guru...); or seek salvation outside instead of inside; System, sect
Adoring an idol that only stands for something, there is nothing behind it.
I need idols if I want to escape my own inner grimaces.
DD Electricitas: trapped in a cult; electricity grid is also a spider; one has entered a system for narcissistic reasons; then he falls
Before everything is great - when you see the reality, everything is black.
Is recognising reality just the other side of madness - or actually realising reality.