Lepiota aspera

Sense proving, 23-9-2021, Zell, Jan Scholten.Prover 1Safe, soft, warm feminine strength.
Protected, secured,
Unrest.
A mother who is in danger of losing her child, through drugs, illness, crime; she feels guilty and would like to do everything, but cannot do anything.
A hen who wants to protect all her chicks under her wings, but has to watch powerlessly how a fox takes one of her chicks.
Breathlessness.
Emaciation, due to lack of appetite.
Exhausted by protecting.
Things slip out of your hands.
Smell: soft, slightly sweet, slightly earthy.
Having to drink the bitter cup to the end.
Nose feeling of splinters, itching.
Toes cold white, dying; Raynaud's.
Slowly dying off in solitude.
The prodigal son.
Gently yielding, adapting.DiscussionGentle, protective, warm feminine force, secure, restlessness
mother who loses her child through illness, drugs, crime; feels guilty for it, but can't avoid it, like a chicken that has the chicks under her wings and she has to watch powerless how the fox takes the chick.
Breathlessness, emaciation, can not eat because of worries, can no longer protect;one must drink the bitter cup to the end.
Cold toes, white and no blood supply, Raynaud's like.
Slowly die in loneliness.
Prodigal son.
But a gentle remedy that goes along.
Phase 2.