Hypholoma fasciculare

Sense proving, 25-10-2019, Haltern am See, Monika LangProver 1Family, offspring, bet on the light, we stick together.
The big ones and the small ones, descendants together
The small ones have white lamellas, the big ones black.
Scent sweet, fruity, light, something like perfume,
Stitches in left eye
Take cover, lean in,
Sounds and other people are disturbed
witches' dance
Knock on abdomen, bladder, uterus?
Must keep eyes closed, everything is distraction, even with eyes closed the quietest step, high sensitivity to vibration, steps of the other roar.
Outside from the forest I come here, a prehistoric figure emerges, on very old,
trudges around, carries something heavy in his appearance (stitches in bladder and uterus)
It's like bringing them something, like reproach, here you have it, I don't want it any more
"Uncover it"
heavy breathing with me, like fear or shyness before the unknown, hidden.
Defense and curiosity
desire for redemption
The Grim Reaper.
Dark shadows in front of red fire, a purple light flickers.
It changes sides appearing sometimes in front of the right eye, then in front of the left eye.
What do I have to uncover?
I see a blood-brown-red undergrowth in front of me. There is a pull from him, through many lives or generations back into a hole.
Bringing light into the darkness
It has a name!
Like from the same tribe!
I want to slip into the secret, disclose it, but it does not show itself to me.
My bladder and genitals are very cold, icy.
I feel very bad, taken along and sad.
My neighbor asks me to test her mushroom (...) to see if I feel the same as her.
However, it releases me like an antidote and I like to hold it and feel better.