Hygrocybe ceracea

Sense proving, 23-9-2021, Zell, Günther Frey, Christine Frey, Christa Ari.Prover 1, Christa Ari.The surroundings, as if illuminated by X-rays, look completely green.
Light decay.
Journey through the intestine, green as bile? Ruptured and interlocked. Must sneeze 3 times. Toothed with prongs that snap somewhere. Movement is only possible in one direction.
One against all↔ a holy together.
Small spherical, reddish-brown shiny structures (like beetles) come out from between the lips, they are alive and moving. This is not good!C1 TriturationWe keep changing our position, moving chairs from one place to another.
Realise that I don't want to have anything created for me, want to decide alone how and where I sit.
Say something mushroom, talk to me. What can I do for you?
Hygrocybe ceracea: "Give me support, I feel so lost, completely without support. Stuck without support, as if I were about to sink into infinite depths. Hold me tight!"
Christine rubs, the two are there, I see them but don't feel connected.
Isolated. Tied down. Interlocked. No escape. I suffocate on myself. That can't be all, suffocating while alive. Locked alive in the coffin, but with muscle relaxants, there is no visible resistance. My resistance is deep within me, I refuse to be alive. The maggots form on the breeding ground of my unlived individuality. They try to escape from between my lips, they want to live, to outlive me.
Stifled light.
No- There is no wisdom behind the description behind the phenomena!
I feel nauseous. Digestion stagnates in the upper abdomen with reluctance. Gaulish.
What can you do for me little yellow fungus?
Hygrocybe ceracea: "I know the secret. The moving life is your resource. It is as it is and yet it is always different. Every movement gives birth to another revelation. Get out of your obsessive images, experience yourself in flow. Nothing stands still, nothing has a beginning, nothing has an end. Everything is fiction, nothing is fixed. That's why your attempt to fix things fails, not even a zip that is supposed to seal everything is of any use. Life is stronger anyway. It is also good if you don't take yourself so seriously. The ego in resistance only makes you more rigid.
The ego in total resistance.
Stagnation in the centre of the body.
Liver, pancreas, bile duct obstruction.Assignment in discussion: Phase 2, stage 14 or 16.