Author: Jan Scholten
They are enthusiast, as if something exciting is going to happen; then suddenly something goes wrong and he blames himself, thinking he has done something wrong, has made the wrong choice; they feel they has adapted to much to others. In their enthusiasm, naivety and silliness they do something wrong. And fate is showing them what they did wrong, is ticking them on their fingers.
They lack a personality, an ego. They loose themselves in the contact with others. They stand outside themselves and don’t what they feel themselves. Others also have no idea what their problem is.
Being in a cocoon, absent.
Smell bitter, half burnt.
Sees no solution.
Lost sense of spirit, doubting spirituality; living in darkness.
Ailments from fights between parents, no place for them.
Absent, not being himself, fleeing, in the air.
Working hard, suppressing emotions, somatising.
Sees people who have injured him as rigid.
Feels destiny has been very tough on him, being wounded, having lost money.
Ailments from a hard fate, material insecurity.
Sad, dark, foggy, << wounds, < operations; < shock, < fright, of mesmerism.
Delusion inferior, low self esteem due to being abandoned.
Inferiority, devastated, from being rejected and left.
Desire to be the best, defeat, conquer others, must prove himself.
Desire speed, risks, games, fun; easily bored.
Irresponsible, let others down, leave them.
Worry, dwelling on bad experiences and fantasies.
Panic, aversion to trouble, runs away from it, blaming others.
Pointing with his finger to others.
Racing, into the future, away from the past.
Extremist, suicide bombers, terrorist.
Hypersensitive, nervous, hysteria.
Hurt by a very severe fate, need to be encouraged.
Depressed < lack of love, light and success
Feels disadvantaged financially.
Colour preference: 8-10E.
Sensation: shooting, lancinating, neuralgic.
Type: gap between front teeth; single vertical crease above nose; thoracic scoliosis.
Weather: > sun; < dark.
Time: < winter.
Physical: <<< injuries of spinal cord; concussion; fall on coccyx; puncture wounds, stings, bites, ticks.
Nervous: encephalitis, meningitis; tetanus; lock-jaw; convulsions; <<< blows on head, <<< concussion.
Vertigo: sensation head became suddenly elongated; < night, + urging to urinate.
Head: headache, after a fall upon occiput, with sensation as if being lifted up high into the air; great anxiety lest she fall from this height.
Face: dark, red; pain, acute, stabbing, sticking, neuralgia, eye, cheek, left side, < injury, < touch, < motion, < noise.
Heart: hypertension, hyperglycaemia, hypercholesterol.
Female: menses irregular; < labour.
Back: backache, coccyx, < fall; slightest motion of arms or neck extorts cries; spine very sensitive to touch.
Skin: ulcer sloughing; bunions, corns, pain is excruciating, showing nerve involvement; wounds, punctured, incised, lacerated, pain intolerable, neuralgic, sore; treading on nails, needles, pins, splinters; from rat-bites; limbs, fingers, torn lacerated, almost entirely separated from body, nerves, fingers, toes, matrices of nails, palms, soles, coccyx, head; crushed, mashed fingertips; hyperpigmentation, freckles.