Author:
Jan Scholten
Book:
Autistic Ferns
Type:
Picture
Chapter:
2: 3-442.14.09
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3-442.14.09
Introduction
This personality feels in a situation after a disaster, a meteorite impact or a civil war. It is the theme of refugees, who had to leave everything behind to find a place to start a new life. He feels it is best not to think or talk anymore about the past, the future is already difficult enough.
Mind
Confusion, < obstacles, < mistakes, good preparation does not help.
Nothing fits, we do all things differently.
Unclear, what is it all about.
New time for beginnings.
One cannot stay in the old things.
No worries, all problems are repetitions, we will recover.
Saying “leave me alone, in peace”; aversion being touched.
Good life, there is no problem, we don't talk about problems, we just dance.
Heavy, resistance.
On stage, others pass by, they do not see us.
Sacred time, ballet dance, little girl had to dance till her death.
Violated, rape, shocking.
Untouchable.
Child was totally resolved, she got her form back slowly.
Etherial, refined, the slaves after civil war, but that does not matter, it is suppressed.
Clarity.
Working slow, working fast.
Stage performance, child of 7 to 10, light, looks like a ballerina, little motion, no text; kind of allegory.
Shaken, comedian, mobbing, the sacred things have to be destroyed.
Everything was too little.
People moving, Mongols, Huns.
Lean.
Bad times.
Starvation.
Idea of enduring.
Body
Heart: dancing.
Limbs: arms pain, numb.