Aesculus hippocastanum

655.44.10 Aesculus hippocastanum, CaseMan, 50, backache.
He has a severe, pressing, cracking backache in his lumbar region, extending as a sciatica to his genital region and abdomen. It is worse from lifting, stretching his back, sudden motion and walking. It feels as broken, as he has been beaten on his back and he fears his back is damaged and he will be disabled. He feels weak and disempowered. When he looks in the mirror he sees s a deteriorated corpse.
He has had several relationships and marriages. One of his ex-wife sued him and in court he felt humiliated because of all the slander from all kinds of people. He was not able to defend himself, others had to do that. In the end he got a reasonable deal about alimentation and contact with his children. He feels incapable to get his rights as a father. He never felt guilty. He sees that women destroy the relationships, that they want the have the money from the men. His first wife left him thinking him too authoritarian. His second relationship went cold when she got different interests and wanted to become important in high society. It changed his view on women, seeing them as dangerous and dishonest.
Now his kids have grown up he has good contact with them and feels proud about his relationship with them.
He loves plants, the permaculture, daisies, apple trees, orange tees, almond trees, roses, nightshades.AnalysisSilicon series: marriage problems.
SIlver series: genital region; mirror; humiliation; male female dichotomy; high society.
Phase 4, Subphase 4: broken; rigid; seeing his perspective; sure.
Stage 10: authoritarian.
Aesculus: backache, broken.Follow upAfter Aesculus hippocastanum MK he gradually feels better and after a month 20% of his backache is left. He has only a little bit of pain left, it is nothing and he can stretch his back. He feels more clear about what he wants, what are his needs and interests and says so.
The strongest change is that he got a connection between his feelings and instincts. They had been separated all his life. It gives a joint connection between action and necessity. He feels different to women, he does not see them as weak anymore and that he had to be careful with them, for instance in sex. He can be with women without thinking about sex, just having contact. In the past he had stupid male behaviour towards women. His sexual interest is totally relaxed, which is completely new to him. His fear of damaging being responsible for people is gone. He is more objective in his observation, know better who and what is good for him.