Acorus calamus

631.11.01 Acorus calamus, CaseWoman, 40, asthma.
She has asthma with lack of breath, wheezing and a sensation of a pinched throat. Her nose is obstructed in the evening and she coughs in the morning. She has burning eyes and itching of her mouth and lips from sensitivity to apples, cherries and roses.
She lacks energy and motivation for her work; but she feels better when she works, she is a bit of a workaholic. Basically she feels bad, she has the idea that she is a bad person, that she is dirty and disgusting. She has the idea that she does not have the right to exist, that she does not have a right to be in the world, to take anything the world has to offer. She became a member of a religious sect for a while, thinking that only God could diminish her feeling of being bad and save her.
As a child, she was sexually abused by members of her family for years. Her father was very bad tempered and she was afraid of him. She hated her father so much that, in puberty, she seriously thought about killing him. Her parents were uncaring, they never wanted to have children. In puberty she had anorexia, self-mutilation, wanting to hurt herself, and was suicidal.
Dream: skin torn from her body, skin from the bodies of children.AnalysisHydrogen series: skin torn from her body; religious sect.
Carbon series: skin torn from her body; bad person; sexually abused; father choleric.Follow upAfter Acorus calamus MK she feels much better. She feels good the way she is. Her manic motivation to work has diminished.