Myosotis arvensis

665.33.15 Myosotis arvensis, CaseWoman, 40, infertility.
Her first pregnancy took 3 years to start. During the pregnancy she was nauseous for the 9 months, especially in the evening around 11 pm, worse from brushing her teeth. She also developed instability of her pelvis and couldn’t lift her right leg.
She had a nervous breakdown a few years back. It was due to stress at in her marriage and at her work as a motion therapist in a clinic. She slept bad, woke weeping and trembling in the morning, had a lump feeling in her throat and pain in her ear. She could startle with the least noise and had a fright around her heart with palpitations from noise. In that period her vision diminished and she needed spectacles.
She has backaches when she is standing too long and after shopping.
As a child she once had pneumonia and severe carsickness.She has a need for safety. She does not like to travel because of the stress of it and she cannot say good-bye easily. She does a lot for others, but often doesn’t feel appreciated for it. Her brother sometimes called her Florence Nightingale or Mother Theresa, because she helped her father so much when he was sick.
She has the tendency to think for others, to solve their problems before they exist. She has learned to put herself aside, just as her mother did. She buys things for others instead for herself.
She cannot stand grief, has not learned to cope with it. Her mother was quite strict and distant and told her not to weep. Her emotions and mind oppose each other. She can talk to herself to create order within herself. She likes to be in control. She easily fears something will go wrong.
Fear: spiders, beetles, heights.
Dream: her father was angry at her, pursuing her, she told him it was not her fault and he then told me he knew; she told him she loved him, but he did not hear her.Her parents were very protective. She is an afterthought and her older brother was teasing her a lot, but she managed it with the help of her mother, who chose her side.
She hated primary school because she had to leave her mother.
She had a very good connection with her father and was full of grief when he died, especially when she hears sentimental folk music. Song lyrics that affect her very much is “could I be with you for a little while, could I talk with you for a short time”. She has dreamt about her father and was weeping on waking after the dream because she missed him.
She likes flowers, especially edelweiss and forget-me-not. Her mother had put them on the grave of her father.Weather: > rain, > sun.Time: < 11 pm.
Desire: warm food, vegetables, pasta.
Aversion: meat, potatoes, chicory, endive.
Sad before and during menses, with swollen breasts, swollen abdomen, stitching pain above her right groin, frequent urination and sleeplessness.
Labour was very painful and she was very hot and had strong vertigo; after labour she fainted under the shower; she felt as if she was torn out of her body from below.
Sleep: sleepless, < 4 am.AnalysisThe basic problems that come up all the time are the death of her father. She feels that she has done so much for him and gets little back, she wasn’t seen in what she did. The theme of not being seen is that of the Boraginaceae. It is also in the situation with her father where she wants to have a connection with him, but that is impossible. She would like to talk to him, to be seen. She is also ignored by her mother, who denied her grief, saying that she shouldn’t weep.
The Stage is 15, because of the situation with the father: the connection is lost, it is over.
Stage 15 of the Boraginaceae is Myosotis, Forget-me-not. And that flower has special meaning for her; it is one of her favourites and was put on her father’s grave.Follow upOne month after Myosotis arvensis MK she is doing much better. She feels normal, has little depression and feels quieter. The feeling of being left on her own still comes up, but goes much faster. Quite fast after the remedy she was doing better.
Niccolum muriaticum, Cobaltum muriaticum, Niccolum carbonicum, Calcium silicatum, Trillium pendulum and Veronica officinalis had no substantial effect.