Author: Jan Scholten
They are competitive, trying to show their rejection was unjustified. They do not give up easily and when they do so they have a strong grudge and a tendency to go to court.
They can also retreat into their own world feeling the world is too cold and hard to be able to live in. They feel a lack of warmth and love, which can come from a youth with cold, distant parents, a lack of hugging and kissing by their mother.
They are very passionate though, so they seek love and sex. They feel they have a right to receive love but are often a bit too clinical to feel the love of others. Others can find them too distant to start a relationship. This makes them feel banished.
Desire autonomy, freedom, at least in their mind.
Anger, rage, < being bullied, < not being listened to.
Aversion to people, company, strangers; loner.
Unfeeling, hard, cold, cynical, cruel.
Delusion: being bad, dark.
Sexual desire strong, passionate, promiscuous, or suppressed, absent.
Mentally strong, thinking constantly, sharp, clinical, scientist.
Ailments from loss of love, spouse, parents, finances, sex, incest.
Fear: disease, AIDS.
Colour preference: black.
Weather: chilly, < cold; > dark, < light.
Desire: alcohol; drugs.
Aversion: milk, mother’s milk !.
Sleep: sleepy, sleepless; comatose.
Nervous: epilepsy, convulsions; paralysis; senses: acute or diminished.
Vertigo: falling, < rising, < motion, > lying.
Lungs: bronchitis; pneumonia.
Chest: breast inflammation, < nursing.