Author: Jan Scholten
They feel rejected, an outcast just tolerated. They feel they need to use all means to become accepted or to have a place in society. They can use deception, seduction or plain lies to get what they want. They especially need love, feeling warmth, appreciation and sex.
They can have had a cold and hard upbringing. This makes them distant.
They are also very philosophical. They can look at the situations in life, the struggle and corruption of people with humour. They can be very religious and spiritual. This is often combined with a kind of retirement from this ugly and dark world. When they are an outsider it is better to resign and become stoic and philosophical about the fact that others try to seduce and trick them.
Desire autonomy, freedom, at least in their mind.
Abused, lost illusions, obsessive.
Aversion to people, company, strangers; loner.
Delusion: being bad, dark.
Sexual desire strong, promiscuous, or suppressed, absent.
Mentally strong, thinking constantly, sharp, clinical, scientist.
Ailments from loss of love, spouse, parents, finances, sex, incest.
Fear: disease, AIDS.
Colour preference: Black.
Weather: chilly, < cold; > dark, < light.
Desire: alcohol; drugs.
Aversion: milk, mother’s milk !.
Sleep: sleepy, sleepless; comatose.
Nervous: epilepsy, convulsions; paralysis, senses acute or diminished.
Vertigo: falling, < rising, < motion, > lying.
Skin: dermatitis; psoriasis; leprosy.