Author: Jan Scholten
The theme is then that of survival and being of a higher social class. It is difficult to combine the primitive survival quality with the high social attitudes, to combine fear of poverty and disease with etiquette. Typically they keep up appearances. They want to look very sophisticated and neat. It is not that they want to be beautiful and attractive but just perfect. It is difficult to hear from them exactly what the problem is. They make up all kinds of nice stories, they give a show of being perfect and they act as if they can handle everything. Underneath is a pronounced anxiety, that they cannot cope, that they will not survive and that they will fall into poverty. They feel they cannot show this anxiety because then they are will not be noble anymore. It is like the princess-child. It is a conflict between culture and etiquette on the one hand and vitality and instinct on the other hand.
They have difficulty to express themselves well, expressing their emotions and to communicating on a personal basis. This indicates that the Silicon series is not incorporated yet.
They want to keep up an image of being in control and fantastic. They always try to be the best and excel, for instance in sports and art. But underneath they have strong anxieties about almost everything in life. They have the anxieties of the Carbon series, about poverty, health, robbers, dangers and trauma’s.
This state is quite frequent in the USA, where it probably arose form emigration, coming into a new culture after having lost all old protection like family and community. They seem to miss to connections with family, Silicon series, and the village, Iron series.
Refined, sensitive, desire beauty.
Feeling the external world is too hard for them, too hard on them.
Retreat and solidify.
Sensation: hard, solidifying.
Heart: varicose veins.
Urinary: bladder, kidney stones; kidney diseases; dropsy.
Limbs: varicose veins; heavy legs, oedema.