EssenceThis personality feels worthless, which is often due to a youth where they were not respected or appreciated. Their father could have been violent, abusive, yelling, beating and smacking them in the face. Later in life this can happen with their spouse, husband.
MindFather negative, depressed, alcoholic, violent, beating, yelling, screaming, oppressive.
Hatred to violent father.
Feeling worthless.
Father feels handicapped, makes mistakes, useless, inadequate,
Feeling drained, abused.
Very tiring; thinking it could be something serious, stressful, > work less, > live with my sister
Concentration low; memory low, for what i am doing.
Laughing in a big awkward burst, about own mistakes.
Naked, vulnerable.
Inclination to lie down.
Dreads to move.
Dread of motion.
Nervous excitation.
Fear of going to sleep.
Very sensitive to noise.
Sexual excesses aggravate.
Children pick at their lips, even though raw, which gives them pleasure.
Being slapped.
Very forgetful.
Impotence; with mental depression.
Anxiety, hypochondria.
Childish behaviour.
Messy, dirty, unkempt.
Voluptuousness.
Heedless.
Aphony.
Fear: pregnancy, children, adoption, conception.
Tendency to injure himself.
Dreams: clear, vivid, restless, anxious; confused; dead persons; children; fighting, murder.
Dreams: amorous + ejaculations.
Colour preference: 6C, 18D.
GeneralSensation: burning, smarting, exposed; irritating; raw and stinging; itching; soreness; shooting.
Weather: > cool air; < warmth, < warm room, < inside.
Sweat: > sweating; attracts the flies.
Time: < 3 or 4 pm till midnight.
Desire: warm drinks; beer; tobacco !!; sour things, pickles.
Aversion: cold drinks, water; milk; vinegar, acids, sour; cold food; dry food; fish; pickled fish; plums; tea.
Food: < tobacco, < chocolate; thirstless.
Sleep: waking << slightest; >> short sleep; < falling to sleep; falls asleep during evening fever and wakes when it stops.
Physical: < motion; < sudden noises; < lying on left side, on painful parts.
BodyGeneral: coldness of single parts and inclination to lie down, with aggravation on lying on left side; blood sugar problems.
Vertigo: as if rocked; lightheaded, dizzy, faintness, > rest.
Head: pain, pressing, eyes, forehead, < tobacco smoking.
Ears: extremely sensitive to noise; throbbing in ear.
Face: crawling, sensation of cobweb.
Mouth: painful stinging, burning; red, dry stripe down centre of tongue, widening toward tip.
Throat: painful stinging, burning; larynx constricted; dysphagia.
Lungs: sighing; asthmatic; cough hard, with asthma, prevents deep breathing and belching, alternating with skin symptoms, > expectoration.
Heart: tobacco heart.
Chest: pain, sharp, stinging, upper left, < laying down, = sitting, = standing.
Menses still, hormonal changes going on.
Numbness in my left hand, < morning, < waking, < hand up
Very tiring; thinking it could be something serious, stressful, > work less, > live with my sister
Stomach: gnawing in orifice; burning, < tea, < chocolate; belching, frequent, little; feels full of dry food; fluttering; acrid vomiting.
Male: pruritus; glans red; erections wanting, > half-asleep, < fully awake, = sexual excitement; impotency, < gonorrhoea, no emission and no orgasm during embrace; atonic ejaculations; organs seem larger, puffed, relaxed, cold, sweating; flaccid, sweaty genitals; glans like a rag; skin of scrotum thick.
Female: itching, burning, vulva, vagina, < pregnancy, < pinworms; onanism, < pregnancy; with mucous discharge; cramp pains in uterus at night; ovarian cyst, > contraceptives.
Limbs: numb left hand, < morning, < waking, < holding hand high; knees weak; pain shoulder.
Skin: itching, burning; rash, erysipelatous, < mosquito, insect bites; oedema, vesicles.