Author: Jan Scholten
633.66.15 Colchicum autumnale
Source: Tinus Smits; Pollack.
The Phase 6 theme is double here with the themes of neglect, dirty, offensive, ugly, lazy.
They feel extremely neglected, by both parents and husband and friends. They feel just tolerated, they are allowed to stay only as long as the others can use and abuse them. They do not feel respected and loved, more like being seen and treated as dirt, disgusting, waste, ugly, offensive. They have a fear of being rejected but know that as long as they adapt and tolerate the nasty behaviour of their family and friends they will be accepted.
They can think negative about themselves, that there is something wrong with them, that they self-worth is lacking. They can feel ugly, unattractive, not worth loving. They can have the idea that they are offensive, have a bad smell. Easily they feel embarrassed by their behaviour thinking they have offended or humiliated someone, or made them dirty physically or socially.
They become sensitive to everything that is offensive, unjust, unfair, ugly, indecent. They can get the idea that sex is dirty and ugly and thus keep away from it despite their desire.
Adulterous, thinking having a mistress is no problem, that rules and laws are for others.
Embarrassed < misbehaviour towards woman, of her teenage son.
They have to learn to be humble.
Desire justice, right, manners and decency.
Serving, with work, household, sex.
Desire that others cannot say anything negative.
Very irritable with the pains, < mental exertion.
Aversion being cheap, showing themselves as beautiful, healthy and strong.
Sensitive: impressions, light, noise, strong odours, of fish, eggs or fat meat; contact, bad manners.
Memory lost after shock.
Obsessive sexual thoughts, marriage is at end because his wife cannot show her feelings.
No interest in children.
Ailments: from grief or misdeeds of others.
Dream: animals, mice, rats, snakes, vermin.
Dreams: lewd, amorous, lascivious, voluptuous, with erections.
Dreams: absurd; dreadful; confused; anxious; frightful; heavy; nightmare; restless; strange; vivid; unremembered.
Dream: solicitude; driving too fast and unable to control his vehicle.
Colour preference; 15-16B.
Sensation: drawing, tearing, pressing; pinching; numbness; shocks as from electricity through one half of body.
Type: robust, vigourous, left to right.
Weather: > warm weather; < air is cold; < wet and cold.
Sweat: < suppressed sweat.
Time: < 5 pm, < night.
Desire: refreshing, fizzy; effervescent, alcoholic beverages; chocolate, coca cola; spicy, beans, lemonade, coffee; thirst.
Aversion: beans, alcohol; onion, eggs.
Food: < heavy, fat food; < smell of food, fat, fish; < milk, < onions, < tomato; > coca cola, > lemons.
Sleep: irregular; much needed; < loss of sleep, night watching.
Physical: > leaning forward, > stooping, > bending double; < motion; < touch; << night watching and hard study.
Energy: prostration, internal coldness and tendency to collapse.
Vertigo: faint, collapse, with cold sweat.
Head: headache, frontal, temporal, occipital, nape of neck, < afternoon, < evening; pain, heavy, waves, > lying, > vomiting, > bending forward; meningeoma.
Eyes: pupils unequal, left contracted; vision diminished, < reading, variable acuity, seeing spots; lachrymation, < open air; violent tearing pain in eyes; iridocyclitis with red eyes.
Ears: itching in ears; sharp, shooting pains below right tragus.
Face: pain in muscles, moving about; tingling; oedematous swelling; cheeks red, hot, sweaty; pain behind angle of right lower jaw.
Nose: smell acute.
Mouth: dry, tongue burns, gums and teeth pain; saliva profuse.
Lungs: asthma, > bending forward; choking.
Heart: weak, inaudible, pulse insensible; anxiety; pericarditis, severe pain, oppression, dyspnoea, pulse threadlike; hypertension; hypotension.
Stomach: pain, < gout; nausea, < smell of food, fish; vomiting mucus, bile, food, < motion; burning; icy cold.
Abdomen: fullness, distension, cecum, ascending colon; rumbling, rumbling, gas, < stretch out legs; ascites; pain liver, transverse colon; colic.
Rectum: dysentery, < autumn; stools while shreddy particles in large quantities, painful, scanty, transparent, jelly-like mucus; anus pain, as if torn open, prolapse; ineffectual pressing; flatulence.
Urinary: urine dark, scanty, suppressed, bloody, brown, black, inky, clots of putrid decomposed blood, albumin, sugar.
Female: itching; swelling in vulva and clitoris.
Back: aching, lumbar, lumbo-sacral, > rest, > pressure; dull pain across loins.
Limbs: parts are red, hot, swollen; lame, weak, tingling; sharp pain left arm; tearing, < evening, < warm weather, stinging < cold; pins and needles in hands and wrists, fingertips numb; pain in front of thigh; right plantar reflex abolished; joints stiff and feverish; shifting rheumatism; gout, inflammation of great toe, heel, < touched, < motion; tingling in the finger nails; thigh cold, < after menses; knees strike together, can hardly walk; oedematous swelling and coldness of legs and feet; pain toes < evening, night, < stubbing.
Skin: blotchy papular rash on face; urticaria; pink spots on back, chest and abdomen.