Feeling terribly alone and lost, > in groupsFeeling worth nothing, not right.
Feeling life is threatened, endangered, by floods, war.
Feeling stuck, stopped, dull, knotted, dry dense, curled up, black stone ball.
Feeling rushed, restless, frazzled,
Life feels empty, still, silent, muffled, attenuated, barren
Race against time.Confused.
Blaspheming.
Guilty conscience: am I doing everything right? > deep sighing
Being watched by many, if I am doing everything right, tension.
Ailments from many sudden deaths in friends and family.
Loss of help, support, inner hold, roots and origin, sense and right to exist, belonging, or.
Withdrawing, > outdoors, in nature, in fresh air.
Memory lost, for people, names.
Fear: not being seen, heard, or remembered.
Culture: film "My left foot"; Cinderella.Culture: painting the pope, by Francis Bacon
Prof ambrosius in the dance of the vampires, so frozen.
Prehistoric: hunters from stone age.
Cinderella, unloved, whereas siblings are loved and praised.
Woman feeling small, unimportant, asexual, living in the shadow of the man.
Picture "The Scream".
Locked-in syndrome, perceiving everything, but unable to act or speak.
On the edge of life an death: frozen, hypothermic
Intermediate states, coma, sleep, narcolepsy, anaesthesia, pure vegetation.
Resignation, no impulse, endless state.
Time stretched, stopped, lost, timeless, without dimension.
Hatred and self-hatred, disgusted.
Feeling light, floating, almost weightless.
Uprooted and abandoned, between heaven and hell.
Dreams: archaic, extinct animals, huge birds, colorful like capercaillies, coatis or proboscideans, walking on 2 legs.
Dream: a dilapidated, uninhabited house is guarded by men with automatic weapons, shooting wildly at anything that approaches the house; later a myriad of cats protect this house, black panthers, lions, cheetahs, young and old, extinct; all let themselves be stroked by me.
Dream: archaic extinct animals in lush nature and lush color.
Dream: I am married, get sick and in a wheelchair; the girlfriend of my husband wants to get rid of me; i try to escape.
Sleep: sleepless; long time, a bit of a longer sleep, unconscious is awake.
Sensation: knotted together, curled up, spastic, twisted.
Nervous: paralysis; senses seeing, hearing diminished.
Legs are jerked up... at C1.
Abdomen: twitchin, vibrating.
Restless feet, difficult falling asleep for a long time.
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