666.65.13 Lonicera xylosteum, CaseWoman, 40, backache.
She has arecurrent backache, sore, pressing, lumbar and sacral, worse stooping, lifting things, lying on her left side.
She is depressed, as from a big grief. She feels lonely, which is better when she has good contact and feels heard.
She has problems with relationships. She was very much in love with a man but they had fights all the time as he was a religious fanatic and had other girlfriends. He was authoritarian, never choosing for her. Later she had short relationships but could not give herself anymore. It makes her feel confused, wondering if the relationship is something or not. She needs love and passion, although she is afraid to become emotional. The worst for her is to be alone, to feel lost. She feels that she is not allowed to exist when people do not see her.
She is often unsure, thinking there is something wrong with her becaus she does not meet a nice man. But her desire for freedom often interferes with relationships. Her heart constricts when a man becomes demanding. She cannot set limits, loses control and becomes vulnerable.
She is very much affected by stories about lost loves, like a fantastic love and she dies, or a criminal and his lover who in the end come together. She cannot stop weeping seeing such a movie.
As a child she was lively and cheerful. She was an afterthought and not wanted; her parents tried an abortion. Her father was very closed. She thought he did not love her and could weep to get contact with him.
She works hard as a doctor.
She has pain in her chest, her heart region, a heavy feeling or an emptiness.
AnalysisLanthanides: authoritarian.
Dipsacales: relationships but could not give herself.
Phase 6: much in love with a man; alone; lost; love dies.
Subphase 5: needs love and passion; fantastic love.
Stage 13: fights all the time.