666.64.05 Scabiosa columbaria, CaseWoman, 60, diverticulitis.
She has recurrent diverticulitis with pains in her lower abdomen, as from a stone.
Her resistance is lowered since having mononucleosis. Her spleen was enlarged, ruptured spontaneously and was removed. She almost died. She has stomach pain, heartburn and vomiting, worse lying on her left side or back, worse from stooping and in the night.
She has restless legs. Her Vitamin B12 is lowered.
She has been a nun in a convent. She loved to work together with others, helping people in need. She likes to help people find meaning in their lives. She likes to see the value of occurrences, that which makes life valuable. She wants to live in responsibility, to be an example, religiously. She left the convent because the rules were too strict and dogmatic and because she felt overused by the convent. The mononucleosis and spleen rupture were a sign that she was going the wrong way. She felt like a cheese with big holes, as if her boundaries were liquefied because everything was subordinate to the collective. The resignation was traumatic. It felt as if part of her was dead, as if she had lost ground. She felt guilty and disloyal to God because she hadn’t fulfilled her promises.
She is persevering, had much energy but in the end did things on her will power. Things are an effort, not enjoyable anymore.
Dreams: falling in a hole; making a misstep when entering a train; suffocating being caught.
She likes plants very much, especially roses, dahlia, peony, brambles, shrubs.
AnalysisLanthanides: spiritual; eastern mysticism.
Phase 6: obligations; renegade.
Dipsacaceae: cloister, convent; conflict freedom and obligations; harassed; guilt.
Subphase 4: the value of occurrences, what makes life valuable.
Follow upAfter
Scabiosa columbaria MK she feels much better. Her energy goes up and she can do things with joy again. She becomes more relative, there is less feeling of obligation. She is less stuck, more open to other opinions and religions.