Author: Jan Scholten
644.55.12 Sutherlandia frutescens
English: Cancer bush; Balloon pea.
Delusion: being alone in the world; separated; division between himself and others; far off; out of the body.
Delusion: environment, familiar things, speech, everything has changed, is strange.
Delusion: being criticised, despised, looked down upon; being an outcast.
Everything is strange, different, funny.
Disconnected and detached, dazed, confused, as if on drugs.
Aversion company; desire to be alone; cannot communicate; not socialising.
Sad, weeping, depressed.
Isolation, not belonging.
Oversensitive; aversion noise and music.
Fear: something will happen, horrible; narrow place; robbers; opinion of others.
Dreams: peppery steak pies; being chased; dead but alive; family scattered; pets; contact lens in mouth and accidentally biting it; hurting my tooth; yellow nails; old friend, now wearing her pyjamas; her mother is pregnant, it is disgusting as she is too old; going to town across a weighbridge with a big hole without warning, with a magnetic pull towards the hole; rugby match; my mother and an unknown person were hiding from us.
Weather: ! hot; hot flushes; < sun; > open air; cold, clammy.
Time: < 2 pm.
Desire: ! chicken, Kentucky fried chicken; Chinese food; fried, crispy, spicy; ice-cold coca cola; very thirsty.
Sleep: sleepy; restless, tossing, sleepless, < cough, itching scalp, < restless legs, < back pain, hot bed, sore body.
Physical: desire exercise; > exercise, exertion.
Energy: sick, tired.
Infection: influenza, tuberculosis; cancer, Aids and chronic fatigue.
Head: headache, dull, aching, splitting, frontal, < sun.
Mouth: itching thrush.
Lungs: asthma, bronchitis.
Abdomen: cramps; bloated and clothes feel too tight; liver ailments.
Rectum: diarrhoea; stool loose, unformed, < menses; haemorrhoids.
Urinary: bladder complaints.
Female: menses very late, profuse, scanty, dark, brown, black, stringy blood, hot; menses pain, cramping, twisting, uterus, > pressure, > bent double, > massage; hot flushes.
Limbs: stiff, < exercise; legs feel weak and tired; rheumatism.