Author: Jan Scholten
Nun and prostitute.
Desire: freedom, joy.
Sexual, flirtatious; dancing with sexy, flirtatious moves.
Hilarity, joking, giddy, silly, hysterical, out of control; laughing, playful, impish, carefree, childish delight, fun, free, spontaneous; innocent, curious.
Exaggerated, animated speaking, sound-effect type of vocalisations, singing, hush-hush voice like when sharing a secret; talking, chattering, multiple, spontaneous, over others.
Mock outrage, mock jealousy, mock pouting, mock hurt-pride.
Ridiculous solutions, ideas, inventions; information quickly exchanged.
Mistakes; mishearing words, spelling errors, read map incorrectly.
Getting disoriented or “lost”.
Cautionary, careful, older and wiser, warning; concern, alert for potential harm.
Feeling really dull, spacey, woozy headed, stoned; silly.
Drugged; see through arms, like seeing a skeleton; like hash, mushroom, psilocybine.
Serious, engrossed by the task at hand.
Unobservant outside of that single focus.
Observing others and encouraging with positive evaluations, comments.
Religious; sacred places, areas, terms, phrases, practices; mystical experience, visions; the Holy Grail.
Quiet, still, comfortable silence, peaceful, gentle murmurs, chattering of magpies.
Sadness, grief, heavy feeling, dark, < inability to have anymore children.
Humming, involuntary, < dental pain.
Sacrifice oneself; vows of poverty, chastity, obedience.
Drawings: bright bug, bright doodles, grey stone, very dark doodles.
Black and white; light and dark, clothing.
Aversion: constriction, restriction, repression, suppression, inhibition, vow of silence; guilt, shame; control, yoke.
Weather: - >> fresh air.
Physical: > lying prostrate on the floor, face down, arms folded underneath forehead, legs relaxed, big toes touching; pulsating movements, to add impact.
Abdomen: constriction diaphragm; as if liver and spleen are battling it out.
Limbs: pain knees, < kneeling.