Author: Jan Scholten
They cannot stand to be interfered or taken over. They easily feel violated, for instance by doctors that decide over them, by parents or teachers who overrule them. It feels like a threat, as if they are violated and even as if they are threatened with being killed. It is a blow to their integrity and autonomy. It makes them very angry. They can express their anger very violently but often they retire in themselves, feeling grudging and bitter. They can be very snappish and sarcastic about the world.
Counteracting his beloved ones, does not want to be locked in, his integrity limited.
Wants to be loved but fears being abused and sucked empty.
Very cross, irritable, ill-humoured, < being interfered, touched, looked at, reproaches, commanded.
Delirium; insanity; compulsions.
Fear: monsters, ghosts
Delusions of frightful phantoms.
Dreams: examination, not been prepared; unpleasant; busy, business; absurd.
Dreams: animals, dogs. Dreams: anxious; children: about. Dreams: confused; disconnected; exhausting.
Dreams: ghosts, spectres, grotesque, anxious; nightmare.
Colour preference: 8-10D, 8-10E.
Type: dark hair; lean; dark circles under eyes.
Time: < 13h.
Desire: sweets and different things; food, canine hunger.
Aversion: buttermilk; mother's milk.
Sleep: starts, screams.
Nervous: convulsions: epileptic with froth, foam from mouth.
Nose: digging and boring at the nose.
Face: pale; sickly white, bluish appearance around mouth; one cheek red, the other pale.
Mouth: grinding of teeth.
Urinary: urine white, turbid, turns milky, semi-solid after standing; urination involuntary.
Lungs: cough dry with sneezing, spasmodic, gagging in the morning; periodic, returning spring and fall, < speaking or moving.