Author: Jan Scholten
Rhododendron aureum, Rhododendron
Father absent lost, has died.
Ailments from lack of backup, support, respect from father, < father died, scorns, suppression.
Apathy; dullness; indifference; mistakes; stupefaction.
Morose, sulky, cross, fretful ill humour, peevish, causeless.
Abuse by mother as a replacement for the father.
Bound to family, no friends; recognises no relatives.
Working for the family, caring for siblings.
Irresolution, timid, yielding.
Hears someone speaking.
Delusion: laughed at, humiliated.
Loss of memory, forgets what he is talking about; disappearance of thoughts; forgetful.
Sad, feeling part of one’s father, feeling one has died with death of father.
Sensitive thunderstorms, predicts.
Fear: storm, thunder, electrical storm; falling, losing control, impotency, failure.
Relationships are difficult, with unavailable partners, keeps distance, low libido.
Hurt, < slander, being soiled.
Anger, raging, to correct the injustice.
Postpones his actions, feels not a hero.
Parents have a bad relationship, no pleasure at home.
Fear: his father.
Ailments from scorn; being scorned by father.
Delusion: being a failure; does nothing right; is despised; contemptuous of oneself.
Delusion: having to save the world.
Dream: driving in a car, there are many candles, a funeral.
Dream: hurrying with her father.
Dream: robber pursued me, stabbing him several times with a kitchen knife with pleasure.
Dream: meeting her dead father.
Dream: blood dripping from her back; skeleton falling on the ground; fire.
Dreams: amorous, lewd, lascivious, voluptuous.
Dreams: anxious, exhausting, frightful, indifferent, unimportant, vivid, pleasant.
Colour preference: 17AB.
Weather: < before a storm, warmth; < sharp east winds; wrapping the head warmly; > dry heat.
Time: < night, 5 am, < spring, < fall.
Desire: chocolate, salt, shrimps, meat, egg; thirsty; medicine, drugs addiction, morphinism.
Aversion: fat, milk, spicy.
Food: > eating; < wine; < garlic; milk.
Sleep: sleepless, > legs crossed.
Physical: > exercise; < dust.
Head: headache aching temples; tearing pain in bones, forehead, above eyes, extending to occiput, one sided, < wine, wind, cold and wet weather.
Eyes: pain, < before a storm; ciliary neuralgia, eyeball, orbit, head; heat, < using them; muscular asthenopia; darting pains through eyes from head, worse before a storm.
Ears: difficult hearing, > morning; noises, whizzing, ringing, < end morning.
Face: violent jerking pain, dental nerves, from temple to lower jaw and chin, > warmth, > eating; prosopalgia, neuralgia.
Mouth: swollen gums; toothache, < damp weather, < before a storm; stumps of teeth are loosened; toothache; saliva copious.
Throat: chronic inflammation, sore throat, thyroid enlarged.
Chest: violent pleuritic pains, downward, left anterior; neuralgia.
Lungs: breathless and speechless, < pains.
Heart: irritation; later lame; pulse fast, slow.
Stomach: nausea, < headache; vomiting, projectile.
Abdomen: stitches in spleen, < fast walking; cramping pain under short ribs.
Urinary: cystitis, pyelonephritis; kidney shrunk.
Male: testicles, left, swollen, painful, crushed, drawn up, induration, < touch; orchitis; epididymitis; gonorrhoea; hydrocele; sterility; varicocele.
Back: pain lumbar region, lumbago, morning; stiffness of neck.
Limbs: joints inflamed, swollen, wandering; gout, with fibrous deposit, great toe-joint; rheumatic tearing, drawing, shoulders, arms, wrists, right, < rest, < stormy weather, < hot season, < before a storm !; pain bones, spots, reappear by change of weather; pain heel; weak after excitation, walking unsteady.