Author: Jan Scholten
The typical state is that a a young schoolgirl in early puberty. She want to be seen and have contact, but is modest and does not want to show off. She wants to be seen and noticed but is too shy to boast. She can fall in love for the first time, but it is difficult to tell the one she is on love with. SO she hides behind jokes, secrets and giggling.
Desire for contact, touch, being completely understood, to be noticed without making a show or boasting.
Others are different, going their own way
The whole beauty of my essence, hidden deep inside, is impossible to express.
The absolute tenderness.
The feeling is smooth, silk, satin, like embroidery in stitch; skin is young and new, hair is soft, eyelashes are tender.
Everything is new.
The anticipation of something that should start, a sweet melancholy.
Containment of impatience.
Shy but brave.
First love, falling in love for the first time, causing confusion and embarrassment.
Naïve, childish, jolly and funny nonsense, giggling, youngsters’ games, jokes, teasing, nicknames.
Disappointment is the opposite.
The age is, 6th-7th form of the secondary school, that is 12-13 years old.
Unusual lack of self-control. You understand what is going on and you must think about it but you are an utter fool in life matters.
“I feel good in a crowd of the similar ones, a thick group. There is enough moisture for everyone.”
Modesty and indecision.
Together, but alone.
Schoolgirl, persistent, diligent.
Aversion to be exposed, for a show.
Noticing everything, alert, pondering herself, but not revealing herself.
Powerful, but modest and shy.
Surprise. Magic. Timid, but brave. Tenderness.
Everything being new, happens for the first time.
Changes of mood, quick.
Shy, modest and indecisive
Very timid but brave.
Unnoticed when alone, a group of similars is more visible.
Schoolgirl, hard working, trying. Not a show-off.
Young age, teenager, the happiest time.
Carelessness. Jolly happiness.
Open to everything new. Sensation that everything is new.
The first time, first love.