Author:
Jan Scholten
Book:
Qjure
Type:
Picture
Chapter:
3-766.31.16
Psilocybe caerulescens
Essence
Post traumatic stress syndrome.
Feeling alone in the world, as solitary survivors.
Proud in being able to survive.
Relationships are superficial, mistrusting enduring friendships and romantic partnerships.
Reserved, keeps everything inside, a mystery to others.
Spiritual, needing direct and private experience of spiritual things.
Original, creative, amazing creativity.
Dreams: colourful.
Powerful wisdom.
Dissociation, disconnecting from their body, the world, ordinary reality.
Very sensitive, in a subtle subtle, strong and sophisticated way.
Omnipotence.
Perception of time and space or altered.
Music ameliorates especially rhythmic.
Feeling different from other people, their pace is different.
Out of control.
Reserve, not really present.
Creative, original, exceptional, rare talents, having unusual perspectives.
Very emotional, but difficult to Express his emotions.
Week body, feeling as if being in a cage of his body.
Relationships are difficult, especially when he is not seen for who he is.
Cannot trust others to understand who he really is dots
Keeps himself hitting an separate from the world.
Conforming to perceived social norms.
Set melancholy, from Beautiful relationships that don’t last long.
Relationships few close ones.
Seems different, difficult, internalised, peculiar, closed, misanthrope, sociopath.
Panic.
Anger, triggered by memories.
Ailments from being abused, beaten, humiliation.
Altered time and space sense.
Alteration of body image.
Omnipresent and omnipotent.
Red and green colours.
Crossing of the senses.
Sense of impending doom.
General
Sensation: foreign body; staining; explosive seen me: sudden; blockage.
Weather: chilly; increased body temperature.
Food; first, in tennis, worse losing control; drinking too much, eating too much, I Cannot stop
Feeling his system is penetrated stop
Dreams: needles poking him; vampires; strange animals feeding on his ideals and dreams.
Sweat: profuse, easy, excessive
Mind
Anger, triggered by memories.
Ailments from being abused, beaten, humiliation.
Body
General: diabetes.
Head: headache, congestion, from full, with aura.
Vertigo: Meniere disease.
Eyes: coniunctivitis; photophobia.
Nose: rhinitis, allergic.
Mouth: aphthae.
Throat: pharyngitis.
Heart: angina pectoris.
Abdomen: gallbladder complaints
Rectum: diarrhoea, bloody; colitis; constipation.
Urinary: urethra.
Limbs: frozen shoulder; arthritis.
Skin: psoriasis.
Colour preference: 1C.