Author: Jan Scholten
The awakening of self consciousness, autonomy, spirituality. But is just the impulse which cannot be given a place in reality. It stays floating in the air. They have problems realising their ideas and to make things concrete.
Lack of dignity, of awareness of its own royal or divine nature.
Lack of humility.
Ailments from having lost everything, work, relations, friends, money.
Limited by own judgements, impure ideas.
Lack of warmth.
Overly developed in its spirituality; spiritual pride.
Delusion: being spiritually correct or superior.
Chakra: crown, solar plexus.
Relaxing, calming, sweet, supporting my spirit, inner child craves it, overwhelming, charm unfolding.
Ailments from emotional strain, hurt, separation.
Abrupt mood changes.
Theme: beauty, harmony, unity, artistic
Theme: multifaceted charm of the fascinating absolute; amazing spiritual journey.
Delusion: tube of clear blue light and love was opened; connected to a spiritual being; calm, peaceful, joyful, safe, light hearted, centred, connected, loved.
Pretending to be somebody that I wasn’t felt empowering
Unable to get sleep, but when does unable to get out of it
Intense and fast heart beating
Cannot work alone. Wants to be a team leader
While singing in front of few people will get anxious and cant breath
Feeling of being total outsider
Colour preference: 1C, 11C, 6-11AB, 3C.
Dream: Teeth falling in junk, spitting out them.
Dream: death of someone, may be sword fighting or shouting
Dream: spider, a whole bunch of spider; stripped and yellow and black spotted, black with red spots.
Ears: hearing problems; glue ear in children.
Limbs: fractures, of hip, noon healing, in elderly.