Maxillaria variabilisSense proving, 1-7-2026, Zell.
Provers: Petra Balloch, Ursula Bleeck, Lyssa Clayton, Britta Dähnrich, Christine Fordinal-Frey, Günther Fordinal, Lucia Klackova, Markus Kuntosch, Jan Scholten, Franz Swoboda, Tomas Vyboch.
Remedy code: 3-633.74.10; 3-633.76.10.
Prover JanA split mind: schizophrenia.
The feeling of being split in two, of having two halves or two people inside you.
Multiple personality disorder.
The left hand doesn’t know what the right hand is doing.
A Nazi who tortures people in a concentration camp yet is a perfect family man at home.
The story of the Austrian man who kept his daughter imprisoned in the cellar for 20 years, had sex with her and fathered a child by her; everyone said he was a normal, kind man.
Hiding behind others: “Others did it too”, “it’s normal in the army”.
Soldiers who rape women in series and then behave ‘normally’.
Hiding behind normal, civilised behaviour.
Jekyll and Hyde.
Phase 6, stage 10.
A traumatised child beaten by his father almost to death; thinking that his behaviour is normal and that others do not understand it.
Prover FranzYou are so prolific in producing leaves. So much energy you provide. With this big amount of energy your flowers are surprisingly small. If we had not searched them, we could have thought you were not flowering at all.
Why is that so?
You are carrying the wounds of your mother and your grandmother, wounds inflicted in the sexual sphere. You know something about it, not everything. Your shyness is an expression of cautiousness. Not showing your sexual beauty shall protect you from being exposed to violence which the women in your family had to go through. That is what you have learned: hide your beauty, do not show, do not be attractive. You might attract the wrong ones.
I wish you a very careful sensitive partner who will show you that physical love can be without violence, just an expression of being one in togetherness.
Significant: family story makes a huge impact. Understanding the person is only possible with knowing about the ancestors’ stories. Which are not told easily.
Prover ChristineBig sadness, all themes around abortion.
Bleeding from the uterus and genitals following injuries, rape or impalement.
Family with 14 children, some abortions, a lot of work, no breaks, or enjoy life.
Sex every day ,with no joy for the women, it is a kind of duty.
For the man it is self-evident that women exists as sexual objects.
It has always been that way and there is no hope or thinking of changing this pattern.
Hiding, inner secrets; on the outside, everything is normal as ever.
Tongue cancer, I swallowed so much grief and pain without saying a word of protest or my own wishes.
Prover LyssaA shy girl with her head bowed, hands folded in front of her. Leaf taste bitter.
Film: "The Fifth Element".
Someone trying to invade a space in family home. A lodger saying "I have as many rights as you do"
From a distance the flower looks like an ancient goddess statue.
Flower scent like hibiscus.
Hiding searching in the undergrowth.
The Lotus Eaters - addiction, Hedonism, Forgetting.
Not feeling any real contact - the plant will not answer.
Heavy limbs, stupefied.
Holding the flowers causes nausea.
Fullness in chest, centre, pushing upwards.
Trying out make-up and jewelry for the first time and overdoing it from lack of knowledge
Splinter came out of finger.
Film "Zone of Interest".
Prover PetraPlentiness.
A lot of girls at school, a school former for girls only.
A teacher for music, choleric and dominant to the students; calls the young girls names like “you old shrew!”. He is also a conductor for choirs. There are rumours about him, he once seduced girls, and he said they admired him and gave him their brake time snacks. This was some 15 or 20 years ago in the sixties (1960s), but there is still a secret above it; like they had a legal arrangement not to talk about it, a non-disclosure agreement. Later on he touched girls in a camerade way, bumping, tossing them.
He is the conductor of a choir with girls from 14 to 30 years age and a few young men from 18 to 30. It is said he had a love affair with at least confirmed two girls. There also is a child of one choir singer where the father is unknown, and the little boy looks like the conductor.
When there is a choir concert journey of two weeks abroad, his wife joins, also some of his four children.
All this rumour, but no facts.
Two girls of the choir, aged 15 and 16 attend the carnival party of the choir and because it is so hot inside the conductor invites both to escort them outside to get fresh air. They put on their winter coats and and he embraces them, just putting his hands a bit to close over their breasts.
Later the girls exchange their experience – Freezing and thinking “Can this really happen?” -and realize and have confirmation he actually is an abuser. But it was too few to do something.
Just be cautious! The truth will come out!
Prover UrsulaI look at the tough leaves and the tiny flower, but I feel nothing.
My face feels hot below my eyes.
My association when looking at the flower: Like a woman giving birth.
Prover TomasThe plant immediately reminded me of a friend from elementary school. He was a very charismatic and handsome boy from a wealthy family, but he had absolutely no interest in getting good grades. Everyone at school knew him, and all the girls liked him.
What was most remarkable about him was that he never tried to fit in. Unlike many teenagers, he had no need to please others or seek approval. He was a skateboarder and smoked a lot of marijuana. All the boys wanted to be his friend, and everyone admired him. He was very disrespectful toward his teachers and received poor conduct grades several times because of his behavior.
After we left school, he became addicted to methamphetamine. He was eventually deported from several European countries. To this day, he has to stay in places where he cannot easily obtain drugs, otherwise he risks relapsing.
Later, he had a wife and a child, but he eventually left them both.
Although he identifies as heterosexual, his wife once caught him watching gay pornography.
From the outside, his family appeared respectable and well-functioning. However, his father was suspected of sexually abusing a minor girl. His mother was a very kind woman who worked at the court, but there were also suspicions of corruption surrounding her.
Prover GuntherProver Markus
Prover LuciaThis plant has many faces. It is afraid to reveal its true self and refuses to show me its real face. Changing identities, changeable behaviour and changeable moods.
I ask why. Because there is something it wants to hide, something it does not want to talk about. She would feel ashamed of it, she thinks it is something bad —such as bedwetting at night, smoking cigarettes or pot, or certain repressed sexual desires.
Prover BrittaThe image of young girls going through puberty, experiencing their first sexual feelings, trying out perfumes, cosmetics and make-up, and figuring out how to seduce boys.
It’s like a game, harmless.
One of the girls already knows more; she has been seduced by her young, attractive uncle, and somehow she is proud that she was attractive to someone, yet at the same time it feels strange and she doesn’t know why. Confusion.
Is this what she wanted? Is this what she dreamed of? It isn’t right, but what is right, then?
Outwardly, she acts as if she’s cool and experienced; inside, she’s insecure and doesn’t know.
DisccusionJan: Split personality; nice abuser; as if what was normal.
Movie: Zone of Interest. (You don’t see the violence, you just sense it)
Tomas: Metamphetamin-using-schoolmate, father police man, abuser. Stole money from grandmother. Found „friends“ through buying things.
Shame and scandal in the family.
Discussion: subphase 6 stage 10: as if nothing had happened (sycotic hiding).
Subphase unclear, could be 3-6.