Author: Jan Scholten
Delusion: bomb; terrorists; hostages; dead, alive; murder of children; saving; invincible; tidal flood of foamy water.
Mother and child reunion.
Concealed love, clandestine love, kept secret.
Excitement, < fever.
Fear: never wake up, the heart would stop and they would die.
Brave, fierce, protective = wanting excitement.
Enjoyment spending time with their children.
Social and political issues regarding the treatment of children.
Sensation as if cradled and rocked.
Desire being a better mother; feeling extra protective with children.
Dreams: children protection.
Euphoria and hypnotic, relaxation.
Memory loss, poor attention span.
Anxiety, paranoia and incoordination.
Sour, not knowing where is standing.
Thought of being the best, have a list of all accomplishments, lost it < emotional wound.
Keeps busy to forget the truth.
Wicked spirits or casting mischievous spells in the form of wicked spirits.
Dreams: adventure, danger; excitement with a gaining of power over the situation.
Dreams: loss of power by being tricked, set up, obstructed.
Dreams: protecting children from being kidnapped.
Dreams: babies, birth; stored toys; child running around an old building.
Dreams: family, brothers and sisters, good and bad members.
Dreams: blasts of water; water jets out of gutters; floods; icy water; boats filling with water; rivers; people wading in water; tides and being cut off; sailing a boat home in the dark; beach, bare legs and feet, cold water, tide cutting me off, jet skis; mermaids, water babies, sea creatures.
Dreams: being a guerrilla fighter, being chased, throwing grenades, felt righteous and invincible; fighting with swords, like a samurai, master and student but pulling the master’s testicles inside out; being a trainee policewoman, catching a thief but was set up tricked.
Dreams: being murdered; set up by the FBI; being a criminal at the police station, petty crimes; held hostage, held at gunpoint.
Dreams: quarrelling with people.
Dreams: blasts of fire going up chimney; burnt mattresses.
Dreams: death, by burning.
Dreams: a bear, felt threatened, terrified, unable to keep the bear at bay, impending doom.
Dream: being half naked; being naked and trying to cover up.
Dream: wooing 2 different people who looked the same, spied on each other.
Dream: having an affair.
Dream: tool and squashing berries with feet on a boat, felt revolted.
Dreams: travelling; being a tourist, a faraway journey.
Dreams: decorating a house; buildings renovated; house like a castle; church.
Dream: fingers moving, wandering, doing their own thing.
Dream: people and interacting with lots of people.
Dreams: being inarticulate; ineffective, failure, obstructed, missed an appointment; car crash.
Dreams: money, given to me, secretly invested.
Colour preference: 11C.
Weather: < draughts; > hot water.
Time: < 1 am, < 9 am, > evening.
Desire: coffee, alcohol, chocolate, sweets, garlic, tea, smoking, orange food; drinks, cold water, thirst increased, intense.
Aversion: eggs, alcohol, sugar, sweets, biscuits; food loss of appetite, with hunger.
Food: < wine.
Energy: fatigue, sudden, overwhelming, chronic, calming, pleasant, frightening, menacing, transient, wrecked, lethargy, heavy, sluggish, unable to move, appeared glazed, dangerous.
Nervous: tonic, neuritis, convulsion, delirium, sleeplessness, neuralgia, hysteria, epilepsy; spasm and nervous irritability, promotes secretion and reduces febrile excitement.
Vertigo: faint like.
Head: pain dull, sharp, cutting, wedge, temples, vertex, forehead, >< alcohol, > pressure, full enlarged, heavy, congestion, expanding; as if air or wind; empty, light; hair, bristling, standing on end.
Eyes: heavy, tired, pulling, < closing eyes; pain sore, itching, burning, twinges, pulsation; vision blurred, of balls, colours, balloons, fiery points, flashes, < closing eyes; sensitive, < light, bright: twitching, left; dry conjunctiva.
Ears: full; noises, ringing, > walking < > rising.
Nose: cold, coryza.
Mouth: tongue dry, cracked, coated, brownish white, main crack down centre.
Lungs: emphysema, bronchiectasis.
Heart: weak; neurosis; palpitations, pulse fast; high blood pressure; sclerosis.
Stomach: bloating, catching, cramping; emptiness pulsation; indigestion; vomiting, retching.
Abdomen: severe, frightful pains, << drinking, small quantity; sore, < touch, > lying on side drawing up legs, > lying on back legs straight.
Rectum: stools bloody, dark brown; dysentery.
Urinary: urine muddy, albumen.
Female: menses early, short, heavy, scanty; uterus heavy; sensation as if ovulating; foetus kicking; miscarriage; suppressed lochia; amenorrhoea, dysmenorrhoea, suppressed menses; expel dead foetuses; < after childbirth; miscarriage in unwanted pregnancies.
Limbs: rheumatism, sciatica.
Skin: snake bites.