Remedy code: 3-666.14.14
A young woman of 28, with dark eyes, she reads the surroundings with her eyes and moves somewhat stiffly, as a result of hearing damage. For a few years, she has been very tired, it seems like being overworked or burnt out. The fatigue was already there during her studies, always worked hard at school. High school was a difficult time, with a lot of frustration. She is worn out, leaves everything behind, and does not have the energy to start something: a job, driver's license, own house. Due to her hearing impairment, she cannot do what she wants to do in life. She worked in the organization for a while, but that is in decline. A lot of sensitivity to stimuli and crowds.
She wakes up tired, cannot move a step, is also physically tired, looks for something to do, watches TV, and lies in bed. She wants to be autonomous, she wants to do it on her own.
'I love the social aspect, supporting the weaker ones.' The outside world always looks at me strangely, sees my handicap, judges me on that, and rejects me. A lot of procrastination. Parents take her to the practice and do a large part of the conversation, fill in, and push the story.
Hobbies: photography, acting, music, festivals. 'I would like to earn money with art, my own business. My mood is neutral, I live in my head.' She often broods and talks, a lot about herself and her problems. She also suffers from compulsion, which is a familiar phenomenon with the hard of hearing, it gets in her way, for example with photography, or cleaning, with routines, 'you have to carry it out otherwise there will be unrest'. She wants to get to know people and be liked. 'I want my place and make my own choices.' In her youth, she didn't feel seen, 'not seen as a human being, no matter how hard you tried'.
Dreams: good dreams, about the past. Occasionally pain in the lower abdomen, but she doesn't know what it is.
The skin turns bright red when she rubs it, during the conversation.
AnalysisIndications for Class 66: characteristic is the theme of autonomy, because of her deafness she was often alone, she also clearly states that she wants something for herself, 'I am autonomous', not seen as a human being. She lives in her head, alone, with little connection, this can be fitting with
Phase 1, but also the Lanthanide theme, corresponding Class 6 too.
Q-search search is used in thes analysis for ideas, and possibilities that fit into her story and the theme:
Q-search, the search term deafness, the filter class 66, indicates a lot of medicines, but an eye-catcher is the medicine
Ilex paraguariensis,
Phase 1,
Subphase 4 and
Stage 14. Appropriate in her story is
Phase 1, and very appropriate is
Stage 14. This stage is recognizable in her state of being: 'obsolete, empty, flat', fitting her mood and her situation: no job, few possibilities, powerless. It cannot be undone, a fixed fact.
Stage 14 is seen earlier in 'the situation is not different, you (have to) accept it'. Her younger brother also received a
Stage 14 medicine years ago, too little attention was paid to him, because the medical and psychological problems of his sister, and 'the situation was just what is was'. Idealism and caring for the weak have been seen before in the
Aquifoliaceae.
Qjure reports: Ailments from being deceived, hurt, injured.
Prescription:
Ilex paraguariensis C30
Follow-up She noticed effects quite soon, she became calmer, as if she was being held back. Before, she had to tell herself 'Calm down', now it happens naturally. It's strange because she doesn't know this at all from herself. Energy is better, she can enjoy more now, she can let go of things better, previously she would tell people 'this far and no further'. Her partner finds her a bit looser, less tense, and not as blocked anymore. She looks more relaxed in her posture and behavior, and less stiff. She has a few intense dreams, they are about the period with her ex. They were unpleasant things with physical violence, and feeling rejected, while she was just trying to keep up with life, with everything. 'I want to do more things for myself now. I have a good friend now. I always fought so hard, it didn't work and I got tired.' She now has many creative ideas that she will also implement.
The picture of Ilex becomes even clearer through her description after the remedy, which often occurs after a well-fitting medicine, here the
Phase 1 of not belonging, no own choices, no autonomy, not even having an idea: it's all very new to her. It continues to go well over the coming months, the year that followed she undertakes more and has many plans.