Author: Jan Scholten
She is married to someone who always thinks of another. Or she is working for someone who does not see you. She is not valued, respected or appreciated.
They desire to have an independent self-worth, an independent will and own way in life, but that conflicts with love and softness. It is the bitter pill of the contrast between love and individuality.
Serving, pleasing, paying tribute to others, to dictatorial persons.
Exploited by uncaring people.
Neglecting personal path in life, own interests, personal direction and potential.
Lack of ambition, personal force, direction in life, fearing challenges of life.
Conscience, easily aroused guilt.
Attempts to repress angry feelings or feelings of being treated unfairly.
Ailments from repeated disappointments.
Dependent personality disorder.
Bars, nets, trapped, tricked.
Small, just above ground level.
Observing and unable to do much.
Sometimes go for a try.
Observing disasters, from "order are orders", violently against this, but too weak to act against it.
Aversion: food, poor appetite.
General: low body weight
Energy: exhaustion, weariness, burnout, <<< overexertion.
Mouth: taste bitter; salivation copious, unable to swallow.
Lungs: hyperventilation syndrome; cough, chronic, as a protest.
Heart: hyperkinetic heart syndrome; paroxysmal supraventricular tachycardia; hypertension; anaemia.
Stomach: pain; dyspepsia.
Abdomen: liver and gallbladder disturbance; ulcerative colitis; Crohn's disease; insulin-dependent diabetes.
Limbs: soft tissue rheumatism; rheumatoid arthritis.