Author:
Jan Scholten
Book:
Qjure
Type:
Picture
Chapter:
3-443.13.05
Athyrium filix-femina
Essence
This personality has to adapt to the group, but has an aversion to it. She feels at one hand like an outsider, excluded and isolated from the group At the other hand she wants to be part of the group. It gives a feeling of being on the edge, alternating between to two positions. To belong to the group, she has to do things that she does not want, like work and sex. She feels isolated, alone, despised, hurt inside, treated unfairly, like a self-sacrificing woman. This leads to alternating, changeable moods, emotions and opinions: cheerful and sad, weak and strong, restless and peaceful, light and heavy, mild and irritated, patience and impatience, serenity and restlessness, soft and firm, heavy and light; harmonic and disharmony.
Mind
Feels alone, isolated, an outsider, at the edge of the group.
Feeling of being unfairly treated and hurt.
Feels floating, not grounded, having no contact to the ground.
Cheerful; pleasant basic mood, calm, peaceful, equanimity, resting in myself, balanced, detached, lightness, light thoughts, silly.
Dreamy, daydreaming
Mildness, gentleness, devotion.
Feels defiled, disturbing sexuality.
Clinging and defilement.
Time: sense of time altered, incoherent, confused, lost; time passes extremely slowly being out of time.
Hurry, not being able to finish.
Need and feeling for harmony and aesthetics.
Need for order and cleanliness; inner compulsion to get something clean.
There is a willingness to do something connected on the one hand with ease and lightness, on the other hand with effort.
Works easily or with effort, in cooking, perceived as too slow and too much effort.
Mistakes, light-headed, not annoying, in filling out forms.
Impatience, disturbed, annoyed, irrited by trifles, by laughter in the group.
Restlessness, inner, anxious restlessness.
Feeling of not being able to finish.
Sensitivity and vulnerability.
Emotional vulnerability, feeling ashamed like silly little girl.
Passive, gentle, devotion, mildness.
Compassion.
Dreams: people, naked, parasites, infant, childhood.
General
Region: left side.
Weather: aversion wind; feeling of warmth.
Time: >< morning
Desire: sweets.
Aversion: coffee.
Body
General: infections; pains.
Action: astringent; prevent water breaking in pregnancy; anthelmintic; diuretic.
Head: headache, anterior, forehead, temples.
Eyes: tired.
Ear: sensitivity or insensitivity to noise; tinnitus.
Nose: itching; smell fragrant.
Mouth: dry.
Throat: dry; voice hoarse.
Lung: cough; feeling of having to breathe deeply.
Chest: feeling of warmth.
Stomach: pain; indigestion; vomiting blood; nausea and discomfort.
Abdomen: pressing pain in the upper abdomen, more on the left side; intestinal fevers; worms.
Rectum: constipation without urge to stool; stool dry, greasy, sticky.
Urinary: pain in the kidney area on the left side.
Female: labor problems, pains; breast feeding problems; uterus cancer.
Back: backache; vertebral column.
Skin: dermatitis; burns; fleas; sores.