Author: Jan Scholten
622.43.16 Asimina triloba
Names: Uvaria triloba.
English: papaya, pawpaw.
They have the feeling that they have to take a minor position, that of a child, that of someone who’s value and opinion is unimportant. They feel they are not allowed to take their place, to take any space. When they stand up for themselves or oppose they will be put down, held down, fixed and bound, being beaten by parents or authorities as control and punishment. They have to adapt and please, when needed by force.
They have the feeling that they have to make a choice between their parents and others, for instance their grandparents. But they cannot make the choice, are very irresolute and fear they will be letting the other down when they make the choice for one of them. They feel torn apart between two choice and fear they will be left alone when they the choice for one.
Lost and does not know why.
Confusion, bewildered, beclouded, stupefied.
Strange, isolated, withdrawal into a familiar shell.
She cannot understand why God would make her look this way.
Talk, talking, talks: indisposed to, desire to be silent, taciturn.
Aversion to conversation, even his best friends.
Feels ugly, stupid hardly dare to trust herself to do anything for fear of making mistakes.
Energy: weak, tired, lack of ambition; languid, drowsy, indifference.
Thoughts persistent, occurrences of the day at night.
Dreams: drowned; shot by Indians; rescuing persons from drowning, sharks.
Dreams: terrible of shipwreck, fire, storm.
Sensation: excoriating; sticking; stick.
Time: < 10 am, < 1 pm.
Desire for ice-cold things.
Aversion: food, < morning.
Sleep: sleepy; restless, turning and moving, < thinking; unrefreshed.
Nervous: Menière’s, neuralgia.
Fever: scarlet fever; heat + thirst, + drowsiness, + much thirst.
Head: migraine; headache, < morning on waking, > walking in open air.
Nose: discharge yellow, thick, hard, flakey, dark grey, offensive, mucous, < morning.
Mouth: corroding; aphthae, children.
Throat: sore; tonsils, submaxillary glands enlarged; throat red, swollen; talking difficult; weak voice, hoarse, < morning; as if the mucus membrane was thickened.
Lungs: asthma; dry cough.
Heart: pulse fast, full, steady.
Chest: cramp; dull, aching pain, upper chest, left; sore lower sternum, < pressure.
Stomach: swollen; sore, < pressure; nausea, belching; belching tasteless, < eruption; vomiting, < fever.
Abdomen: pain, sore, colic, < pressure, left hypochondrium; rumbling; worms, colic, colitis; spleen enlarged.
Rectum: urge, sudden; stool soft, pappy, yellow, insufficient; inactivity of bowels and rectum; diarrhoea < eating; sore, < wiping it; sensation as if a thick stick, + chilliness, drowsiness and a weak voice.
Urinary: urge; burning, < urinating; urine clear as water.
Female: itching mons veneris.
Back: chill over whole back.
Limbs: rheumatism; pain hip joint; pain, left shoulder, pectoral muscles.
Skin: itching, < evening, < undressing, < night, < eating, < getting warm in bed, > cold air, > cold water, > rubbing, > scratching, forearms, anterior thighs; urticaria; elevated red sore points, acne, on thighs; pimples, face, body; eruption, groins, bends of knees, right elbow, flexor surface, right forearm, abdomen; carbuncle; desquamation; pustules like smallpox, red halo, itching, thick crusts; abscesses ripening; eruption full bluish; acne.