Author: Jan Scholten
Names: Coriandrum cynapium, Cicuta cynapium, Selinum cynapium, Aethusa cicuta, Aethusa toxicaria, Aethusa tenifolia.
English: Fool's Parsley.
German: Gleiﬂe, Gartenschierling, Kleiner Schierling, Glanzpeterlein, Faule Grete.
Source: Timmermans, AH 1999.
The image is that of Krishnamurti, a very refined and spiritual person but also a bit distant, unemotional, lacking warmth.
He was taken away from his parents at a very young age and was mostly stimulated at an intellectual level, not emotionally.
Thinking, calm, deep; is a thinker, thinks she is a great person.
Thinking difficult, attention difficult, brain fag, stupid, < study, < examination; idiocy; unconscious, delirium.
Love of animals !, cats, they are honest reliable, talks to trees, animals; feels understood by nature, animals, not by people.
Hard, hatred, lack of received love.
Ailments from being neglected, parents, early death of father.
Unwanted child; mother is domineering, overfeeding, over advising; they cannot do anything themselves; hatred to mother.
Loner, reserved, timid < public; > company.
Aversion: the world, people, children.
Desire love and attention but averse asking for it, aversion love, cannot receive love, worse from affection.
Aversion sex, nymphomania, promiscuity, to show that men are beasts.
Rigid, serious, irrational.
Aversion telephoning, intruding in others peoples life.
Hypokinetic, destructive children. Restless.
Theme: religious, priest, Cathars, tortured and killed by Romans but kept secret.
Poetic; artistic; refined, sophisticated clothes, nice cosmetics.
Anger, fury and irritability, alternating idiocy.
Emotional inside but hold in.
Delusion: fed up with the wrong things.
Discontent, uneasiness, crying.
Foolish, silly humour; idiocy, childish, adoption children.
Fear: sleep, anaesthesia, never waking up again.
Delusion: connections, relationships are like poison; people are rats, cats, dogs.
Dreams: anxious; previous events; exhausting; garment, made the previous day; vexatious; rape, threatening.
Colour preference: Black.
Weather: heat, < warm, > open air.
Time: < 3 am, < summer.
Sweat: cold, clammy, easy, < diarrhoea, < vomiting, - > covering.
Desire: food, cheese, farinaceous, salt, milk.
Aversion: milk !, fruit, drinks, fat.
Food: ! < milk, breast milk.
Sleep: sleepy, < stool, < vomiting; startling.
Physical: <- smell of man, men; < suffocating; < dark.
General: emaciation; glands lymphatic swollen, fever.
Nervous: epilepsy, spasms, thumbs clenched, turned inward, eyes turned down, all turned inward; Parkinson; awkward.
Vertigo: drowsy, + palpitation, + heat.
Head: headache, feels bound up, in a vice, hair pulled; occiput extending down spine, > lying, > pressure, >> flatus, >> stool, < before menses.
Eyes: staring; rolling, < falling asleep, 3 squint; strabismus; photophobia; pupils dilated; meiobian glands swollen.
Ears: obstructed, heat from ears; hissing sound.
Face: anxious, painful; wrinkled, linea nasalis marked; puffed, red-spotted, collapsed.
Nose: obstructed, thick mucus; sneezing frequent, ineffectual; herpes eruption on tip.
Mouth: dry, aphthae; tongue feels too long.
Throat: burning, lump; difficult swallowing.
Lungs: asthma, oppressed, anxious, cramping, constriction; < waking night, > open window; + speechless.
Heart: palpitation, violent, + vertigo; pulse rapid, hard, small; circulation, poor.
Chest: breasts swollen, pain lancinating, < menses.
Stomach: ! turned upside down, burning, tearing, contracting; extending chest, oesophagus; nausea, regurgitation, < half hour after eating, < sight of food; vomiting, violent, white, green, frothy, large curds; + sleepy.
Abdomen: cold, aching, colic, > stool, then exhausted drowsy; pancreas cancer.
Rectum: constipation, obstinate, paralysed; stool undigested, thin, green, mucus, + ineffectual straining; diarrhoea, < milk, < dentition, < summer; cholera.
Urinary: bladder: cutting, urging; kidney pain.
Female: menses watery; lancinating pain; leucorrhoea, yellow, staining linen.
Back: as in a vice, aching lumbar.
Limbs: weak legs; fingers thumbs clenched; ! knee swollen stitching; numbness of hands and feet; violent spasms.
Skin: eruptions, rashes, herpes, thick, crusts, elephant, dry hot, excoriation shrunken; tip of nose, joints, hands, neck, thighs, head; < walking; ecchymosis; general oedema; pimples, itching, < warm, < menses.