Hippomane mancinella

644.34.02 Hippomane mancinella, CaseWoman, 45, delusions.
She feels attacked by energies, dark figures, metallic blue. With this she feels not grounded, nervous, which is worse when she tries to get some sleep or rest. She feels that they take her energy away and fears that they will kill her. She feels taken over in her head by the figures and cannot think anymore. She does not have the energy to say that it is her body. She feels her thoughts are influenced and she is dissolved.
She hasn’t learned to defend herself. In her youth life was not very happy; it was rather cold and hard. Her mother was not very helpful, she tried to live through her.
Dream: realistic horror.
Dream: she feels the child’s head, an arm takes her arm, she panics because of the horror.Weather: < rain; flushes of heat.Time: < 11 pm.
Desire: food; fruit, apples; bread, Indian.
Aversion: cooking, meat.
Sleep: sleepless from being attacked by figures.AnalysisCarbon series: out of body.
Phase 3: not grounded; influenced; mother lived through her.
Hippomane mancinella: attacked by energies, dark figures; horror.
Stage 2: cannot defend herself.Follow upAfter Mancinella MK she starts feeling better and more in herself. She is more centred and can look at things more from a distance. She withdraws when her children quarrel. After the second dose of the remedy she had a red skin for a week on her head, chest and ears. After that she had got a coryza, almost like a pain, something she had in the past too.
Three months and three repetitions of the remedy later she is doing much better. In general she feels 70% better.
Lachesis, Tuberculinum and Gelsemium had no effect.