MindAbused by boys, lover boys, group rape, retiring afterwards, having nothing to do with the world.
Women who have been abused, prostituted and later become religious, church members.
Mother was emotionally absent, could not cope with life, work, household, sex and children.
Aversion dirt, filth, sex.
Desire serenity, beauty, spirituality, holy; art and music.
Closed, reserved; desire to retire, go away; aversion to be at the centre of attention, desire to at the side.
Still desire for attention.
Desire to step out of things but it is impossible.
Giving a lot and being eaten.
Soft, sweet.

GeneralSensation: empty.
Physical: > lying flat on their back; > hands before eyes.

BodyGeneral: passive bleeding, becoming empty.
Head: pain forehead, pressing.
Nose: hayfever, itch nose.
Mouth: taste bitter, disgusting.
Stomach: revulsion, gagging; nausea, choking, desire to vomit, to spit it out but ineffectual, disgusting, belching.
Back: pain lumbar region, < sitting, tense, pressing; contracted in rings, unevenly and so disfigured vertebral column.