644.14.08 Euonymus atropurpureus, CaseMan, 45, melancholy.
He is depressed, having the idea that people cannot handle things. He likes to have joy in life and meeting people, having fun. His energy is down and for a long period was even worse, as if was exhausted after walking 30000 miles. He has nightmares about rats, snakes, ghosts and huge insects.
He has a feeling as if his solar plexus is blocked. He has a pressing, lame pain on his sternum in his bones with oppressed breath. He has nausea after stool. His has stomach pains, sour, from peppers.
He is very social, sensual and sensitive. He would like to have a big family but relationships do not work out. He resonates less and less with people. People like him at workshops but it does not make him cheerful.
He was traumatised in his youth. His family was isolated due to his mother being introverted and retiring. His parents had a bad marriage and his father was mostly away working. His mother was depressed and suicidal. He loved his mother and was always cheering her up by making jokes. Gradually that became more and more difficult, his mother sliding away from him, spiraling downwards. Everything was a drama for her, tension, heaviness due to sexual abuse in her youth. She committed suicide when he was 9. He sank down, his life felt empty, without purpose.
In puberty his sister almost died from cancer. At 20 his father died. His stepmother was sadistic, border line.
His first relationship ended after 7 years. He stopped it because he was exhausted, completely worn out by being her carer. He always avoided conflicts for fear she would leave him. When he ended the relationship she was very angry, asking him why he would not fight for the relationship. He answered that he had been fighting all the time. This theme repeated itself a few times. His group of friends has been becoming smaller all the time because they do not understand him. Few people have the same sensitivity as he has.
Also at school he was the one making fun and jokes. A teacher told that he would never have friends if he continued to play the clown.
He fears that once he showed himself, things will be finished. His mother rejected him when he was angry, his father completely overruled him with rage.

AnalysisThe typical thing is cheering people up, his mother. He played the clown. This is typical for Celastraceae.
We see the more general theme of the Fabidae, that they adapt to others, who are not like themselves for fear of being left alone, losing the relationship.
He went on and on for years as a carer for his girlfriend, till he was exhausted: this is Stage 8.
Together Euonymus atropurpureus.

After Euonymus atropurpureus MK he is very tired and sleeps continuously for almost 2 days. He had the feeling that his brain was reset, reorganising completely. He could not think, only experience clearly. After that he started feeling much better. His sadness disappeared. His strong libido became normal. He did not have to fight with God and life anymore. Life was not horrible anymore. The cramps in his solar plexus and diaphragm became less.
After repetitions of the remedy he got a similar reaction of tiredness and sleeping but not as severe anymore.