666.47.12 Artemisia dracunculus, CaseWoman, 25, emotional.
She is labile, weepy, worse from criticism or too many stimuli. She is treated with Ritalin and Prozac.
She has difficulties in contacts, feels her energy is leaking away, tapped by others. Others see her as arrogant.
She is easily distracted, diagnosed as attention deficit syndrome.
She asks herself who she is, what she can do. For years she felt like a zombie due to the Prozac. She wants to become a whole, more solid. She is manipulating in order not to be alone, is exaggerating her sweetness.
She had a lack of oxygen during birth. Her mother had a postnatal depression.
Her boyfriend is schizophrenic; she is caring for him but hates herself that she still loves him. She is angry when her friend is taking her boyfriend away, when her purity is undermined.
She is always caring for others, studies as social psychiatric helper but cannot cope with her job since patients demand too much attention. She is jealous of people with a good job.
She feels the world as hard and artificial where one has to maintain oneself. People see her as strange.
She has a fear of being locked in a psychiatric hospital, like her mother.
As a child she was anxious, dyslexic. She played the clown, ridiculing herself.
She hated her father who maltreated her mother, beating her often.
She is intense, vivid, can be cynical and aggressive, ruining things, her spectacles.
Time: < 11 am.
Fear: concentration camps.