665.55.09 Thymus vulgaris, CaseCase by Martin Jakob.
Woman, 35, back pain.
She has a gastrointestinal disorder, fatigue, dizziness, headache and an anxiety disorder. Since puberty she has waves of fear with panic and respiratory distress. It leads to compulsive behaviour stemming from a childhood trauma. She has a fear of impurity and dirt which is worse from touching things. She has to take a shower for hours to wash the dirt and thoughts away. She always feared it would stay. She feels uncertain and trapped when she thinks about old traumas. She does not want to dwell on it.
She has a stressful, demanding and responsible job as a department manager. She is very responsible, a perfectionist and wants to do everything well. She is a fighter, very inquisitive and likes to work with people and in teams. She is very good with colleagues. She does not want to be a leader. Her employees feel at ease with her. She feels responsible that her colleagues are doing well. Often she feels not completely sure, as if missing the last piece.
Her parents divorced when she was 3. Her father was very authoritarian.
She did her best at school, wanted to learn a lot. Her stepfather was an alcoholic and very violent. He has mistreated and beaten her brothers, half-brother and mother.
Freedom and independence are very important to her. She cannot tolerate domination and needs space. She dislikes superficialities, wants to be touched and spiritually feel the soul. She is very sensitive and intuitive, knows what others feel and think. Sometimes she needs distance from her staff so she will not be overwhelmed by their feelings and moods.
She is very sympathetic, compassionate and empathetic, especially with children and subordinated people like black Africans.
She speaks very fast and in a hurry.
Empathic, < grief, of children.
Fear: emotions; fear.
Dream: stepfather is threatening, her mother does not act.
AnalysisSIlver series: department manager.
Lanthanides: freedom, independence; < domination, needs space; < superficialities; sensitive, intuitive; not a leader; compulsive, obsessive.
Phase 5, phosphorus, Nitrogen: enthusiasm; speaks very fast and in a hurry.
Lamiaceae: excitement; sympathetic, compassionate, empathetic.
Stage 9: still not sure; missing the last piece.
Follow upAfter
Thymus vulgaris MK she is totally fascinated by homeopathy. Immediately after Thymus she dreamt of a wild sea. She feels as if she has been thrown into a wild sea for the first few days. Everything is totally upset, but at the same time she feels a peace. She looks at the monstrous situation with her stepfather in a neutral way for first time. She sees her stepfather and her mother more as people, as they really are, instead of like monsters. She can visualise her experiences, digest them and store them away.
After three months and three more doses her quality of life has increased from 50 to 80. She is more calm and relaxed, has more security and is relaxed in her job. Her obsessive behaviour is resolved; physically she is doing very well. She says that with homeopathy she is more herself, feels more comfortable in her body and settled.
Europium phosphoricum had had some effect.