622.44.10 Magnolia grandiflora, CaseMan, 50, low energy.
He does his work very well, a bit obsessive; he feels restless, everything has to be done immediately, cannot be postponed. He thinks his work is very important and that his decisions have big consequences. He is tense and lacks joy in his work and life. He always has the feeling he has to prove himself.
He has lack of self-worth, feels weak, is comparing himself always with all others who are better. He thinks he has to suffer and has a bad conscience when he feels good or is joyful. He cannot find peace and looks for it in the outside world, thinks he can only get it when he has finished all his work. He feels incomplete, imperfect because he makes mistakes.
His youth was quite lonely, felt inferior, hurt, disturbed, alone. He was raised by his grandparents till 4. He considered his grandmother more as his mother than his real mother. He feels his parents as cold, especially his mother. This is expressed in a dream where a sister is sent away by his mother without proper clothing against the cold.
Relationships are difficult. He mostly feels better when he is alone. He cannot have people near, for then he feels as if he cannot breathe. Being touched gives him stress, fright, panic. He is a bachelor due to this, although he would like to have a relationship.
At school he was a loner, reading books on his own.
Dream: someone has to leave his family, he wants to provide her with some clothes, his mother says that that is unnecessary with a face cold as stone; he makes the clothes ready with a feeling as if he is stealing them, his father says that his sister has given her child away already, he feels shocked.
Dream: the face of his father is cold and hard as stone.
Colour preference: 15 CD.
AnalysisHe is very sensitive, addressing the emotions of others. This indicates the Plant kingdom.
The basic problem is his lack of self worth, a
Carbon series problem. This fits with the start of this problem in his youth, being raised by his grandparents, having cold parents.
Together that lead to the Magnoloid clade.
Magnolia grandiflora is stage 10 in the
Magnoliidae.
Follow upOne month after
Magnolia grandiflora MK he feels much better. He feels joy, is less obsessed, does not feel lone anymore.
He has much more self-worth and sees that comparisons with others are useless.
His work is less important, he works less but it gives much more joy; he does what he likes.
He has much more contact with other people, it is much more pleasant, he likes to be touched and touch others.
He feels it as a liberation that he does not have to be important anymore.
He feels stringer, more connected to the earth, more concentrated, less weak on his legs.