622.32.03 Drimys winteri, CaseWoman, 50, relationship problems.
She has difficulty with contact with others. It is as if there is a block between her and the other person, it does not flow. Or she blends with the other and loses herself, doubting if she is doing things well, if the other does not expect more. Or she is in her own ego. It is very difficult for her to stay in her own base in contacts with others. Because of that she has the tendency to withdraw into her own world, live in her own house. It is difficult to get her work expressed into the outside world, often she is not successful.
Her vulnerability is caused by the family situation, her relationship with older sisters who were dominating her. She could not cope with it with her sensitivity. She was bullied a lot, and called names. She could not fight back. She started doubting herself and felt lonely.
Her life energy is down, she postpones things due to anxiety and insecurity, as if she is not good enough and not perfect enough.
She is very sensitive, refined and artistic. She is easily frightened.
She suffered car sickness and seasickness and had vertigo in roundabouts.
Her first son had a congenital disease and died when he was one. This was a big tragedy and made her and her husband live in fear, in survival mode.
AnalysisThis case feels like a child: easily frightened, unable to cope with the world and losing herself in contact with others. This is the theme of the
Magnoliidae.
Her sensitivity and contact problems have a
Boron quality. This is confirmed by her vertigo in cars and at sea. The
Boron quality we see in the
Canellales,
Phase 3 of the
Magnoliidae.
Follow upAfter
Drimys winteri 200K she gets more lust for life, which she feels expressed in the song “Lust for Life” by Iggy Pop. She becomes more dynamic, going new ways, has a desire to do new things like dancing. She is less anxious and held in. Her life energy has gone up.
She has seen a movie of a couple losing a child through illness. This made her realise her own situation of the past and that she does not want to live in fear and the past anymore.
After a year she is doing very well, feels her power and has more zest for life.