644.62.05 Ceanothus americanus, CaseWoman, 50, exhaustion.
She feels exhausted and fragile, < motion; tired < eating, < alone, < sweating.
Bronchitis, cough, pain on back and chest, < motion, < sitting, < draught.
Her ears and eyes feel big.
Eczema of hands, fingers.
At her work she was blamed and humiliated by her boss’ wife, as if she would have obstructed her. She felt hurt in regard to her good reputation. She has to do her work from her heart, cannot be successful if she does it just with her mind.
Unsure about herself, her work.
She feels as if she is not participating in life, as if she is standing on the sideline.
As a child she felt viewed negatively by her parents and had the tendency to hide behind furniture, so she would not be seen. She was very anxious and felt that people were unreliable. Only a nasty girl wanted to be her friend.
Her father was very sociable, making friends easily, being president of clubs. She wanted to imitate her father in this, but was never successfull.
Dream: several beautiful and quite aggressive women are together on a course, one woman beats another’s face with a hammer.
Dream: a beautiful woman, naked, hurt by barbed wire in her face.
Sweat, < night.
AnalysisCarbon series: anxious child; felt people were unreliable; unsure about herself.
Silicon series: face problems.
Iron series: at work, she was blamed; unsure her work.
Phase 6: standing on the sideline; blamed.
Subphase 2: standing on the sideline; unsure.
Rhamnaceae: aggressive, equals beating each other.
Stage 5: unsure.