Sense proving, 25-7-2025, Nettetal.
Provers: Petra Balloch, Ursula Bleeck-Daehnrich, Maria Croonenberg, Britta Dähnrich, Helena van Dijk, Dorothea Hochhuth-Grühn, Jan Scholten.
BrittaI feel oppressed, I have to follow rules that I don't want to follow; I want to protest, but I can't open my mouth, the whole area around my mouth is paralysed. Everything is blocked, my entire expression is blocked. It feels as if I have been gagged.
I am sitting at a large table with stiff chairs, everything is uncomfortable. The host is sitting at the head of the table, everything is traditional and oppressive, nothing is free. It is the atmosphere of a middle-class family at the turn of the 19th century.
It is an oppressive feeling, like suppressed grief. I feel like I have to endure this for 100 years, I cannot break through and free myself. I do not have the right to scream or say no.
The tightness in my chest is getting stronger and stronger, it could turn into asthma.
I have to follow the rules. At the same time, I am very strong and project an image to the outside world as if I am totally competent and can handle anything.
But it also feels good to be in a simple world where everything is still good and easy.
Subtle abuse, secret oppression.
Ursula‘I exude my scent.’ An impression of freshness and lightness.
The image: A woman dances cheerfully and lightly across a flower meadow in a summer dress. She is not outside, but inside. It is an inner joy.
My feet were previously on tiptoes. Now I have a feeling of being grounded and my feet are on the ground. This is connected with a feeling of calmness.
My heart calms down and it is as if a wide space is created around it.
I have the impulse to turn the material upside down. Immediately, my gaze lifts into the distance. A view into the distance, without me identifying with what I see. The whole space around me is expanding.
Suddenly, I become excited inside and my heart starts pounding. It is a feeling between tension (constriction) and expansiveness.
The image of a man and a woman appears. The man appears proud, upright, and his gaze is directed into the distance. There is something patriarchal about him. The woman appears more lively, light, but she knows exactly what she wants.
PetraForehead and upper head: heavy, pressure.
Heart palpitations.
Throat tight.
Pressure on the thorax.
Strong energy, flowing horizontally through the upper body, upper head, and thorax.
Power plant.
Voices from the power plant control center, they have everything under control, they are not
even on site but outsourced somewhere else in another country, e.g., the Philippines.
Resistance is futile, resistance generates more energy and currents in the head.
Ohm, Ω, electrical resistance.
“I cannot believe it.” I just cannot believe that they have it under control at the power plant.
Movie “China Syndrome” (1979): Actor Jack Lemmon as a supervisor in the control center.
(nuclear meltdown through the earth all the way to China).
Denied safety deficiencies.
The harder they try, the more resistance they get.
Infected, infiltrated, influenced. And there is also evidence of this.
But I should be quiet and just sleep.
Hanging on a drip, hanging on a needle.
HelenaHard, smoothly, stingy, before you know it, it stings you. If you go with its direction it is okay. It keeps hitting me with its nerve like pinching pain.
The pain is like that from a needle, like an injection.
It is a pushy, obtrusive quality. It just takes the space in my head with its scent. Like that. Somehow it is fine because it is right. On the left side in my head it is more intrusive.
It keeps stinging me by accident, then here, then there, my lip, my cheek, my finger, top of my hand, then my cheek. Hard to deal with. It goes everywhere. It’s all over the place.
I get palpitations.
I feel congestion in my head, worse in the right upper part of my head.
The quality is pushing, speedy, but not hasty, just quick and very accurate.
Someone who is right.
A male person, in his sixties, with a suit, tall, year of nineteen sixties, sitting in a chair waiting for the others to come. He can lean backwards, because he knows what he wants, so he doesn’t spend energy on things that do not matter.
He is very accurate and efficient. That is why he is quicker than others. He doesn’t want to be first. He is just accurate and therefore quicker. He knows when it’s good. Althou he reaches far, touching and influencing a lot, work is like having a holiday because he has success with what he does. So he sits alone, waiting for the rest to follow. But that is why he sits alone. Before the others have arrived he cleared out his mind about the job, project, mission and he is done, so he already wants to move on to the next.
He is not deliberately stinging but just because how he is, he is pricking the people around him.
MariaLooks soft and prickly, due to urgent.
Defence.
2 needles stick out backwards.
Something new is emerging at the top – birth.
There are 2 parallel lines on the back of the needles.
This looks elegant.
I feel harmony.
The needles are shiny, delicate, heavenly.
It makes me feel calm and peaceful.
And it gives me strength, stability, flexibility and clarity.
I feel it in my stomach and have pressure in my head.
Dorle
The first statement:
I came into being before my time.
I have clarity and power
PhysicalStabbing pains.
Trembling of the arms and hands when holding the small branch.
Numbness of the cheek.
Numbness of the lips.
Forehead wrinkles.
Reaction in the bladder region.
Heaviness in the chest.
Heaviness in the feet, feeling unable to walk.
Tension in the neck.
It is a situation of strong family ties, in which everyone has their place and cannot leave.
Feeling of smallness and looking up to a despotic father.
Paternal authority sets boundaries.
“I have the power,” the children cannot develop freely, the ego impulse is suppressed.
Impulsiveness of the father, like a rumbling thunder, as an expression of anger, setting boundaries and restricting others from following their own path.
Strict norms, discipline, and order.
Forming judgments, evaluating a situation.
Critical examination, forehead wrinkles.
Inability to speak, inability to express oneself.Wanting to defend oneself, but unable to.
Sadness, upper body slumps forward.
Heaviness in the chest.
The desire to be free, to escape the father's rules, but no impulse toward inner freedom and insight.
Need to express oneself, but not being heard.
Inner darkness and heaviness, almost giving up.
Intellectual, judge, lawyer—strict rules and laws.Dorle 2It is the last plant I am testing and it was a challenge for me.
The branch has been lying on the table for several days now and I kept finding new reasons to postpone the test until the next day
This went on for several days.
I feel an aversion to this prickly little branch and can hardly hold it in my hand.
So I place it on my sternum and ask it what it wants to tell me.
First, a cramp occurs in my right foot.
I become tired and my vision is blurred.
My forehead is wrinkled.
My shoulders tense up.
Nausea.
Pulling sensation in the lower jaw.
I feel a desire to be left alone and not disturbed.
Unwilling to provide information.
Thirst.
Itching on the hands.
Itching on the back of the head.
Statemen:
I am alone.
Nobody likes me.
Feels ugly.
Unkempt.
Disgruntled, irritable.
I sometimes deceive people to get what I want.
That's life. Nothing comes for free.
Withdrawal into the home.
Sits in the garden, likes his fish pond.
Does not want to be disturbed.
Taciturn.
People and the world are bad.
Loves sitting outside at night and watching the stars.
JanThe taste is astringent and bitter.
Phase six.
A patriot of the family who keeps himself a little aloof, but acts when something doesn't suit him. He feels used but wants you to be supported instead of him having to support you.
Feeling of a lump, a hollow, a cyst in the throat; goitre, nodules in the thyroid gland.
Hierarchy is essential.
Furthermore, they never give compliments and nothing is ever good enough for their children.
Twisting, turning.
Torsion, torsion of the testicles or ovaries.
Good-natured until something is asked of them, until they have to do something.
They resent other children, and they do this well because it makes others become headstrong.
The profession of teacher at a school or police officer.
Archaic, with the feeling that we do it this way because we have always done it this way and you have to do it this way too.
Churches and cathedrals.
DiscussionValue and order.
Fixed ideas.
A Prussian upbringing.
A corset.
Phase five.
Stage 14.