Author: Jan Scholten
Ailments from being criticised by parents, not complimented, unappreciated, misunderstood.
Isolated, forsaken, separated, cut off, a barrier between themselves and others; estranged from family, separated from the world; alone, as on an island at home.
Guilty talking about the past and her parents.
Shy, taciturn, suspicious, distrustful.
Old fashioned, in clothes.
Worked hard for compliments.
Powerless, < angry.
Non-reactive, stop feeling danger.
Indifference, dissociate from the situation and from feeling in general.
Euphoria; hilarity; uncontrollable laughter or black humour, laughing at death, injury and suffering.
Depression, imbalance, wants support.
Discouraged; communication is either non-existing, blocked, useless.
Dreams: accidents, danger; dead corpses coming to life after a funeral; fire; flood; shooting; black water; yellow.
Weather: cold and warm alternately; cold feet up to the knees; - > sun.
Desire: fruit, cheese !, honey !!; smoking.
Food: < spicy; copious meals.
Sleep: sleepless, < 3 am.
Vertigo: falling backwards, to the right.
Head: headache, tight helmet.
Face: pale grey.
Mouth: pain teeth, > cold air, < warmth, warm food.
Stomach: nausea, < copious meals, vomiting.
Abdomen: diarrhoea, < spicy.
Female: menses frequent.
Back: tension neck.
Limbs: tension arms.