Author:
Jan Scholten
Book:
Secret Lanthanides
Type:
Remedy
Chapter:
15.10
15.10 Thulium fluoratum
This is probably the most evil and dark remedy. Thulium feels bad and dark, Fluorine feels bad and rejected, a criminal. One can think of situations like Dutroux in Belgium or West in the UK, who kidnapped girls, imprisoned them in his cellar, abused them sexually and murdered them.
Analysis
Losing their autonomy because of being a rejected child
Feeling evil and dark from being a rejected child
Giving up yourself and your ego when rejected
Losing their autonomy through crime
Losing their autonomy via sex: prostitute
Dark sex
Giving yourself away with sex: temple prostitute
Giving up independence against crime
Sexual abuse in a religious sect
Losing everything, yourself, independence, possessions, self-worth, life itself: Job
Giving up autonomy for glamour
Losing their autonomy because of being a rejected child
They had to give up their autonomy because they were rejected as a child, as a person. They felt despised but had to stay with their parents in order to survive, so they had to give up their autonomy. They feel evil and dark due to being rejected and it has become worse by giving up their independence.
Losing their autonomy via sex: prostitute
Because they are bad anyway they can go into crime and prostitution. That can at least give them the feeling of being in control and getting fast money. But often they become dominated again by pimps who take away their money and autonomy. They give up their autonomy for the money. Violence is often used to make them give up their independence.
They can also become a pimp, using the whores for their own glamor. The opposite of this is the temple whore. They give themselves up in the quest for liberation. Giving away their body is a way to become free from their ego. Tantra can be a way for them.
Sexual abuse in a religious sect
Because they feel bad and dark, they can go into religious sects for redemption. But there they often give up their autonomy to a sect leader who was preaching hell and damnation, so they feel even worse and give away everything, their money, body, freedom and independent thinking. They can become the victim of sexual abuse. The sect can develop religious sexual rites, where the members have to follow the leader. This is mostly done in secret to avoid scorn, disgust and rejection by society.
Losing everything, yourself, independence, possessions, self-worth, life: Job
The most extreme form is where they have to give up everything. They can do that freely, as in a religious group or sect. It can also be forced upon them, like Job in the bible.
Movie: From Hell.