Although the needles are so prickly, they do not frighten me. There is a defence that is only superficial; underneath there is something friendly.
Nevertheless, it is very inaccessible; the personality underneath cannot be grasped. I won't let you get close, no way! It has been very hurt and doesn't want to say anything. Even when I try to sense it several times, there is no response.
The young shoots reveal something: I am strong and delicate, but you mustn't lock me up, e.g. in a cellar, because I have done something. This humiliates me as a whole person and I can only shut myself off completely.
I then become sharp, angry and prickly.
The image of a mother superior in a nunnery or a diaconal association.
Life in facade and obedience.
Chinese society: friendly, hard-working, conformist, there is no individuality.
Severe fatigue.
Otherwise, however, good vitality.