Author:
Jan Scholten
Book:
Qjure
Type:
Picture
Chapter:
3-332.11.14
Sphagnum palustre
Introduction
Situation of a person or a child who, possibly due to a trauma, feels nothing, has distance to himself and to others. One prefers to repress, not to look. The traumatic situation is possibly in the pre-linguistic area.
Everyone is individual, there is no connection among them, the heart is locked. Withdrawal, indifference, strong distance.
Another side is lightness, cheerfulness, simple existence; Be easy to have the feeling, everything is there, what I need.
It is possible to develop conciliatory and unifying thoughts in spite of violent, persistent conflicts, to conclude peace.
Access to simple, ancient wisdom.
Mind
Association: snow.
Distance, no connection, no feelings.
Unaffected; I can not bring it to the outside, what I am; Nothing to feel.
I will not look at it; It does not show up.
To withdraw; indifferent.
No identity.
Injury, trauma.
It is so painful that I cannot stand it.
Abuse of a 14-year-old.
Shock, stiff.
Strife and reconciliation.
Quarrels about the garden fence.
Conciliatory thoughts in violent conflict; Peace.
Unruly.
Time passes quickly or too slowly.
Light.
Good mood; Happiness.
Simple, simple.
Everything is here.
Would like to work on a farm, to work.
Only existence.
Old wisdom.
I serve a higher purpose without consciousness.
Flashing of old simple wisdom.
Pre-speaking area.
Childlike.
General
Very sensitive to pain.
Body
Head: pressure in forehead; stroke, brain bleeding; hair on the forehead itch, highly sensitive as if small animals run over the left face and the right eyebrows.
Eyes: facial field restricted.
Face: severe right facial; pain.
Nose: odor sensitive, poor.
Limbs: pain right wrist; Effort hand-elbow; itching left arm.
